hiipp.hopp.freakk

best day!

2006-11-08T06:53:00.000-08:00

OMG. I swear, today is the best day ever! The best thing happened to me. WE made up! After like, months of not really talking, we talked for quite long today! Omg, i love you so much honey. You dont know how glad i am that we talked. & omg, i know i've alr said this, but whatever. I LOVE YOU! & MISS YOU SO MUCH! I cant wait til i see you again!

2006-11-06T02:47:00.000-08:00

Jhessah, Francis, Givral & Michael. My cousins [:

Ahhh, i miss my cousins like a damn lot. Nvm, December, hurry!

2006-11-02T06:25:00.000-08:00

TOG. Without Ally. & Terence is behind Ronald. Only his hands can be seen, haha.

Happy Birthday Theatre Of Gifts!

Dire laughs, coffees and sleepless nights

2006-11-02T03:55:00.000-08:00

Dire laughs, Coffees & Sleepless nights.

I am so awake right now. Must've been the coffee i had, earlier on. Today's all saints day & i went for mass with my parents and Sam. Then we both rushed off to town. We talked bout boobs in the bus. & all stuffs that grossed us out. Okay, not exactly. More like, stuff that made us laugh our dire laughs. Furethermore, the bus was so silent & we were the only ones who could be heard. && we waved frenetically to people outside who didnt even bother to look at us. I felt like doing something stupid today( Like waving hi to everyone i see ). But i do stupid things everyday, dont i? Haha.

By the time we reached there, the shops were closed. Although already bloated with the food we had at my house, we decided to stuff our stomachs even more. With dessert. Coffee & cakes. No, hers was pie. Whatever. Hahaha. Omg, i think i overfed myself. Ugh.

Well anyway, i got wrapped up in this novel i was reading, til like 2.31 AM, when i got home. Hahaha. Then i tried sleeping, but no i still couldnt. So i got out of bed, & started playing my keyboard. & you know what, i suck big time. I havent touched it for years & i seriously forgot how to play it. Damn. Should practise again sometime.

Back to the novel, i swear it's ONE of the best novels i've read so far. Dont you just love books? Okay, maybe not. But i do! Hahaha.

Ahhh, im bored. Someone, save me!

sigh

2006-11-01T02:17:00.000-08:00

My blog's dying, i know. Just too lazy to update. & im like, sick. Ugh. Ahhhhh. I feel so down. I dont know why. ]:

UGH, BUANG KA DA! BUANG!

2006-10-04T06:08:00.000-07:00

I miss you, Siddhartha!
Come back to Singapore and meet me! Hahaha.
One moment, we'd see each other in school. The other, you're gone ]:

will kill those who betray mi.,.... i will kill those motherfucker...if they wanna do so... den they hab to say b4 too late, says:
once i look at the stars i will point out the brightest star and name it of urs coz the next time when i see it again i can always find u and will always remamber u...
i will kill those who betray mi.,.... i will kill those motherfucker...if they wanna do so... den they hab to say b4 too late, says:
its a promise ok.
Scene or die. Its not like i dont fucking care. says:
so sweet!!!
Scene or die. Its not like i dont fucking care. says:
thanks! [:

2006-09-12T05:40:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was the first day of school. Was glad to see my friends again. Esp Sheryl, Amin, Pravin, Ben and all. And not forgetting, Revathi! GUM. Hahaha. Revathi, Revathi. Please look for gum or anything before sitting down lah okay. Hahaha. Anyway, Amin bought me chocs and a minnie keychain from disneyland. Thanks bestie, i love you ;D Had fun during P.E. Mahes is bad. Bullied Sharvena and me. Cus we're short. Thanks alot. Hahaha. Played floorball.

Math was fun today. Had to do some histogram thing and Ms Seow took down our heights. And as usual, Pravin, Amin, Sheryl and Ben bullied me. No fair. Just cus they're so much taller. At least im not the shortest! Hahaha. Met April, Maria, Ze Suan, Baya and Ying Ru after school. Went to library. April dropped her phone in the toilet bowl. She got damn pissed and we spent dont know how long, fixing it. And the others were like wondering where we were and all. Hahaha. Ain came at around 6. Then we went home, with Maria and Ain.

Ahhh, exams are coming. Omg, im dead.

bamboo

2006-09-07T07:21:00.000-07:00

Bamboo.

Band in phils.

Love them ;D

2006-09-04T22:39:00.000-07:00

April slept over. From friday to yesterday. We went to video ezy to rent vcds. And omg, i just realised i havent returned them. Great. Im too lazy to go back to gardens. But oh well. Ahh, im already missing April! Hahaha. Ahhhh, exams soon.

2006-08-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

Just woke up. Today's boring. Went for mass and then cat class and that was it. It was nice seeing everyone again though. Everyone had to present their reflections and views of the group they were in. Met my parents for lunch then went back home. Sleep sleep sleep. Yesterday was the farewell party for the attachees. Kinda sad. I hope they had fun during their 6 weeks of attachment. And i hope they join TOG too. Went to April's house after that.

Happy Birthday Jay Tee!
You're my TAN AH TEK. Hahahaha!
And. I Love you, i love you, i love you. Like mad. And i miss your hair. I miss The Classics. I miss camp. I miss you! Haha. Go out soon please. Classics outing. Okay i love you, bird brain ;D

Stupid, i know.

The farewell party. (Without Nana, Aaron, Matt, Brice and Gerri)

bitch friend

2006-08-16T08:11:00.000-07:00

Had meeting in church after school. Shahiid's mom sent me again. Today was sweltering, omg. I was sweating even when the air condition was on? Well anyway, i went to april's house after meeting. And damn, there were alot of us. Okay not really. Only 7 of us. But still. Hahaha.
I tried to cycle using - what's her name? Waya or something -'s bike. And yes, i was awful. And they all laughed at me. Stupid shit. Hahaha. I guess i should go to April's house everyday now. To practise. Hahaha. Gopal shaved his moustache. Looks better. But kinda weird. Hahaha.
Awww, i miss April (:

Life's a bitch

2006-08-14T04:42:00.000-07:00

Been hanging out with April these days. She got to know my classmates when i brought her along for our class gathering on national day. And i got to know her '644 friends' when i went to her house on sat and ytd. We browsed through some of her old photos. Reminded us alot of our times together. Im glad we still keep in contact and all. Saw a photo of our long lost friend, Honey Crystal. She migrated to America. Kinda sad. We came across our kindergarten photos
too. Haha. Im missing April alr. Hahaha.

I know we look weird.

Life can be such a bitch sometimes.

2006-08-07T06:00:00.000-07:00

My life is screwed up. Just when i think im slowly healing from a problem, another one suddenly whacks me hard. Why? People say its cus i have to carry my cross. But how can i, when one of my pillar of support isnt even here for me? When my pillar of support hardly even talks to me? Doesnt even find out if im trying to change myself or whatever. I just dont understand what happened between us. I guess the only person to blame now is me, myself and i. I screwed up my own life. In so many ways. But no one's perfect.

My pillar of support you said you'd be.
But do you still want to be that, for me?
I need you so,
Even though
You dont need me no more.
I love you.

2006-08-05T04:34:00.000-07:00

Had TOG outing today. Met the rest of the group and attachees at amk mrt station and took a 1 hour bus ride to pasir ris park. Was damn tired. When we finally arrived, we had our prayer session. And we were designated to our groups. I was grouped with Jill (PAKIAMO) Hahahaha! And matthew and justin. We decided to call ourselves the Kusu Island. And our War cry goes like this
Yo! We're gonna k, we're gonna k, we're gonna k, we're gonna k, we're gonna kusu kusu kusu kusu kusu island!
Hahaha. Then we played soccer. Only the girls in the team could score. Hahaha. The sun was scorching, omg. I almost died of the heat. Then we had lunch and fellowship. I bet everyone like the game I NEVER. Its a game whereby you tell 2 truths and 1 lie bout yourself. And everyone has to guess which is the lie. It was damn funny. In the end, Kevin decided that Ally and Jill had to be kissed by Brian as a punishment. We were going crazy.
Then we had The Gauntlet. Its like some relay. We had to climb all those netted things. Whatever you call them. Then after everything, the scores were read out. My group got 9. And ZING BAPOKS got 9 too. My group won the best war cry. YAY! So we had a tie breaker. AND they won. But its okay, we had fun. Hahaha.
We went to wash up and headed back to the interchange. Mel, Sam, Nana and i went to White Sands Mall. Just chilled out at the food court, talking bout our childhood memories. It seems like its been years since we last talked this much. Oh, i love them! Finally went back at around 5 plus i think. 1 hour long bus ride again and we talked and talked and talked.
Got down with mel. Its weird how we live so near each other but we've never bumped into each other. Hahaha. Attending mass with them tmr.

Mel. Sam. Me. Nana.
Girlfriends ;D

2006-08-04T09:27:00.000-07:00

Went out for dinner with Sam, Nana and Josie! Its been ages since i last saw Josie. He had a new haircut. Hahaha. I had fun putting up with his nonsense. We all talked til around 9 and then Sam, Nana and i rushed off for charismatic. We were 1 hour late. Then we went to econ after, and saw Josie again. And we talked. Again. Til around 10 plus. And then we all went home. Well Josie went off for work. Its cool how close he can be to us even though he's around, 9 years older. Hahaha. Took the bus with Joshua and Sam. Then sam went to the mrt and Joshua and i saw Veta. I just found out that Veta lives opposite my block. Hahahaha!
Ahhh, have to wake up early tmr. TOG outing. I hope everyone will have fun. Esp the attachees. Im trying to study for my hist test on mon now. Cus i know i'd never wanna study during the weekends. Bleah, i still have geog to study. And not to mention. LOADS of homework. Damnnnn!

I love Josie And The Pussycats ;D

2006-08-03T04:57:00.000-07:00

Math test sucked today. Wth, we all thought that it would be on bearings. Well it was on bearings, but we had to apply the sine and cosine rule and all. And we werent informed til today? So fucked up lah. Now im gonna fail. Can they like, learn how to inform people beforehand? Seriously man. Shahiid and I were really pissed today. We were so vulgar. Okay seriously i should stop using all those words.
Ahhh, hist test tmr and i havent studied. Im so dreading tmr!

2006-08-01T03:52:00.000-07:00

Today's not my day. Had major headache in school. Felt like throwing up too. On top of all that, i think im losing someone. One of the most important people in my life. Sigh, everything's just not going right. I hate my life.

Justin Luke - Hey. Thanks for listening to me. And for trying to help. And, and for giving me all the advices. Yeah, thanks for being there for me. You made my day. Love you ;D

2006-07-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

Interviewed Sunny's Violet Rays ytd. Didnt to anything much after that. Sheryl went to meet her sis. Went home with amin, pravin and reynard. They're idiots. Just cus they're tall they had to make fun of me. Had to study for geog test when i went home. Was dying to sleep. Pe today was boring. Had to play table tennis?! My friends and i planned not to do pe. But apparently, mr lee made us. And omg, i suck at table tennis.

No fair. Sheryl only came during recess. She had to go for her dentist appointment. Ahhh, shit im so dead tmr.

RYAN IS RETARDED ;D

blah

2006-07-14T07:24:00.000-07:00

Had guides today. Okay seriously, i was dreading it. But actually it didnt turn out that bad. Those who went for some campfire or something taught us some dance. It was so stupid. But it was kinda fun doing it. Hahaha. We looked like we were doing some african tribal dance or something. Racial Harmony is next week and my classmates and i have to prepare stalls. My group is selling toasts and bandung and jelly? Yah. We came up with the name M. PINC for our stall. It stands for Malay. Philippines Indian Nepalese Chinese. Okay its supposed to be Filipino but nvm. Cant wait to go grocery shopping with the others. It'll be a little bonding session. Hahaha.
If only MR STEVEN WONG could see this. I like, wanna thank him for taking up our class for history to let us catch up on our work while mrs chatterji was gone. His lessons are so fun! Its always games. Haha. Hope he'll be like, my history teacher next year or something.

Pirates of the carribean is out! I WANNA WATCH!

First day of school

2006-06-26T00:37:00.000-07:00

Today was the first day of school. It wasnt that bad. But it wasnt good either. Was daydreaming the whole time. Hahaha. The only thing i liked bout today was talking to sheryl, amin, pravin, ben and chin yang. Okay, i didnt really talk to chin yang much but it was fun sitting beside him during pe making fun of someone. Hahahah. I just checked out my class blog. Not bad, many pics posted. Thats good. Well anyway, enough of school. I went to sentosa on fri with my cat (catechism) class and the other class. No one from Dionne and Lori's class came. Only my class and Jansen's class. Werent much who came too, though. Overall it was quite fun. But i got sunburnt! Cus Jay tee and Chris had to pull me and nana into the water. GREAT. Its their fault im in pain now. Hahahah. But its okay. Without them, it wouldnt be as fun. Too bad THE CLASSICS werent complete. Iggy, Gary, Lydia and Nicole werent there. It would've been better if they were. Well, took pics as usual. Cant live without my cam. Cant wait for this sat's archbishop's cup. Gonna cheer all our friends on in the soccer matches. But we have to leave early. Having TOG meeting afterwards. Then gonna have prayer rally at 8. Its gonna be a BIG thing. Lots of people from other churches will be coming to our church. Ryan's coming too. Cool ;D

2006-06-20T09:11:00.000-07:00

Played soccer with nana, iggy and gary ytd. It was quite tiring cus like, yeah i havent played for quite some time now. But i had fun. Gary and i were teamed up for the first game. I was quite surprised to have scored 7 goals. Gary scored 2. So totalled up was 9. Iggy and nana scored, um, i forgot. Hahaha. Then i went to gardens with nana to meet her sis and patrick, her sis' bf. We had dinner at the club and hanged out there afterwards. Have to admit, was kinda bored. But after awhile i wasnt that bored anymore. Cus patrick entertained us with his stupid 'how to get money' advice. Hahaha. Nana's sis was studying in the study room, yeah. Then i had to go home cus it was getting late. So pat sent me home in his bike. And boy, was it cool. Wind through my hair and all. Reminded me of my memories in phils when my cousin, givral got his bike last year. And he was just 15! No fair. He gave me, joan and francis a ride. It was awesome. But kinda scary cus he was speeding. I had to pinch him before he slowed down, hahaha. Damn, i cant wait to go back to phils and ride his bike again. Well, anyway, went to nana's house today to watch some dvds we rented from video ezy. But we ended up just watching one cus she had to go out with her sis and pat. Sam and i tagged along with them to the club. Yeah, met francis later on. Damn im bored. If only i was still in phils now. I'd have so many things to do. I miss joan ):

2006-06-18T09:59:00.000-07:00

CC3 camp has just ended, and damn do i miss it. It didnt start out that exciting though.

THURSDAY
Had to be in church by 6.30pm. When we arrived at IHM, we went up to our dorms and made our beds. Then we went down for our session. Well, the session wasnt a very welcoming one. We like, had to look into this casket (obviously a fake one) which contained a mirror so you'd be able to see your reflection. Yeah, we had to imagine that we were dead and all. So it wasnt very welcoming cus it was kinda freaky.

FRIDAY
Facils and Catechists acted as Roman Soldiers and we were the christians who got persecuted. Omg, we went through PURE TORTURE. But no matter how the soldiers convinced us to give up and be one of them, we said no. Bryan was so irritating lah! But he's actually very nice ;D Well anyway, yeah. Im glad my group and all the other groups, didnt give up. Im sure that everyone got closer through this activity. After this, we went to bathe and came down for celebration.

SATURDAY
Made our mascots, shared and shared within our groups and had to come up with a performance for the celebration that night.
The performances were very entertaining. Haha ;D

SUNDAY
Last day of camp. Shared within our classes bout how we felt during confession and the prayer session the day before. Also affirmed people in our class. Then, the getting to know more bout youth groups. After everything, we went back to church. Awww, i really miss camp. Haha, warm fuzzies are so nice. Though i didnt get much, but yeah. Haha.

Narda

2006-06-13T10:28:00.000-07:00

aprielle!

2006-05-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

Had accounts trail today. Kinda fun! The best part was getting along with the other members in my group. There were 9/ 10 people in each group. Sheryl, Sharvena, Mahes, Pravin, Amin, Bishu,Inthu and Diyana were grouped with me. Our hands had to be tied together. There were altogether 10 stations, but we only managed to complete 6. But what the heck. All that matters is that we learned to cooperate and care for one another. Especially when someone was hurt (: Oh i love them! Tmr will be my last day. Going back to phils at night.

Aprielle - Thanks for trusting me, sis. Haha. I'll always be here for you. Im glad we got close. I still remember youth mass. You chose me to go up with you when we had to be like, prayed over. We still weren't close back then. Im glad you chose me, it was the beginning of a beautiful friendship. I cant wait to go out with you again, when i come back. I miss you a freaking lot. You dont know how happy i was to have met you your way to work. I LOVE YOU ;D

Loving you always

2006-05-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

I stood there in a grassy glade,there were shadows surrounding me of every shade.
In the silvery light of the moon that night,i saw a lady fair with bright eyes and silken folds of jet black hair.
I lunged at her my great maw agar.
Her screams would reach the highest stars.
There and then i tore her down , and spilled her blood unto the ground.

poem by jarratt. aint it nice. hahaha. lend me the storybooks you promised to lend me you ashlor. and eurasian/ american guys are not gays okay! oh i know why your compo is lower than mine. cus your spelling is horrendous, or whatever. hahaa!

2006-05-14T23:24:00.000-07:00

I want to thank you for being a part of my forget-me-nots and marigolds.
And all the things that don't get old.
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.
It's the only way I have learned to express myself through other peoples' descriptions of life
I'm afraid, I'm alone and entirely useless

2006-04-28T09:31:00.000-07:00

My life is GREAT! Totally AWESOME. Yeah, right. My studies are like crap man! I dont know how im ever gonna go through my exams. My parents give me so much pressure. Im going nuts, and on top of all that, i just lost someone. Someone so dear to me. And that someone is my granny, sigh.

fun times

2006-02-19T05:33:00.000-08:00

SATURDAY
went to church at one today for some filming thing today.tog had to act out the stations of the cross,yeah and someone was like filming us.mel,joanne and i were the weeping women.hahaha.it was hard to week okay,haha.oh then after the filming thing,sam,mel,nana and i had to rush down to the basement chapel coz we were wardens for youth mass,heh! then after youth mass,we went to have our dinner and talked for like,ages! reginald and melvin make a good spongebob and patrick imitation! hahahahha.then after that we went to some space under some blocks.mel went home.then not long after,sam and bevy went home too.so in the end,only regi,mark,regi's friend,aprielle,nana and i played soccer.terence wasnt feeling well so brian kept him company.regi,mark and i were in one group and nana,aprielle and regi's friend in another.they won 3-2.hahaha,so happy! i scored one goal and almost scored another! ahhhh! its been such a long time since i last played soccer.was darn fun man,heh.we went home,tired.hah

SUNDAY
went to have breakfast with the classics today,heh.finally a REUNION after like so long?! hahaha.then we went for cat class and then sam,nana,mel and i went to meet aprielle at sembawang mrt station.we made our way to the rythm masala jamming studio and met regi there.then i waited for amin,taufik and bikash.apparently,they got lost coz they werent familiar with the place.SORRY GUYS! hahahah,i learnt a teeny weeny bit of how to play the bass and drums today! woohoo,thanks to regi and amin.hahahaha,thank you thank you! hahahahaa.oh man,chem test tmr.im dead for sure! cant wait til thurs when i'll see sam and the others again,heh;D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEAN,BRACEY FACEY;D

4th feb

2006-02-04T04:47:00.000-08:00

just came back home.went shopping with mel,sam and regina.met regina first then we met sam and mel at far east.omg,i love far east! their clothes are darn nice.certain shops,i mean.hahaha.omg,i saw carla,monique,chanel and dan i think.omg,they're so pretty! carla is gorgeous! we were in the toilet and she came out of the cubicle and i was so shocked! i was smiling like mad at her! she's so nice! then when she was gone,i went hyper! omg.then we saw her again! regina and carla are from the same school and are friends so regina told carla that i said hi and she said hi to me! OMG! hahahha.i think im in love with her,nah just joking! hahahaha.omg,she's gorgeous like i dont know what.then i went really hyper and the other three laughed at me coz i was blushing like mad when she said hi,hahahha! okay,i bought like only one pair of black and white striped knee length socks,a black bracelet and eight black bangles.too bad,i had no money to buy clothes.so sad! hahaah.well yesterday was the performance.it was darn scary.we were the first band to perform! hahaha.yeah then i went to meet bevy and mel then we waited for sam.bevy was going off for camp so we went to see her off in church.then we went to j8 and met regina.uh,we're abit mad lah,hahaha.we went to the BABY CARE ROOM and hid there.hahahaha,its so darn cooling there.hahaha,okay yesterday and today were great! hahaha.
BELLY,WE MISS YOU ;D
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOEL!

band rehearsal

2006-02-02T05:20:00.000-08:00

rehearsed for tmr's performance today.it was held at the amphitheatre.it was so noisy! when i sang,i couldnt really hear myself.the drums and guitars were too loud i guess.i must have gone out of tune,oh man.what a total embarrassment.gosh,tmr is the real performance and i havent memorised my lyrics! shit man.ahhh,yes! we get to leave class tmr at twelve.those who are in the bands i mean.my band's name is SILENT EARTH(: hahaha! oh after the rehearsal today,we went jamming.it was only taufik,zul,amin and me coz farhan left earlier,yeah.we had to practice! oh man,i need more practice.im so dead tmr.its gonna be social suicide! i hope i dont mess up.dont wanna let the others down! yes! i FINALLY got my ipod nano,woohoo! i love it ;D

first,and last day of work

2006-01-28T05:28:00.000-08:00

went to work with regina today.first met her and the others at the church coffee shop.then we talked for quite awhile.francis thought i could play the guitar and told me to go jamming with him and his friends! im like,oh i dont know how to play the guitar.i wonder how he got the idea of me knowing how to play the guitar,haha! then regina and i went to put up a poster in bishan,we waited for her sister and headed to town to put up more posters and give out flyers.it was damn embarrassing! esp when the people just dont care and walk away.you'll feel so idiotic! i bought a new wallet! yes,finally! hahaha.today was just so tiring.oh yeah,tog meeting was cancelled.so since i had nth to do,i went to work with regina.yeah.there's no cat class tmr! ohno,what am i gonna do at home? i'll be bored to death.and jamming is cancelled,which is even worse! gosh,im dead beat.i shall go and rest.hahaha

mel,bevy and hyaz day ;D

2006-01-26T03:26:00.000-08:00

just came back from church.went ta meet bevy and mel in church.we booked the youth room and watched grease! haha,there are loads of hilarious dance moves in that show! after the show we just walked around,talking bout everything.hahaha.it wasnt the same without sam and regina though.im so happy i finished my geog and accounts test today! accounts was kinda okay,not what i expected.but geog was abit tough.yeah,but im glad its over.then we went home like around six or something? then mel and i were walking like ghosts,trying to scare people.but we couldnt,we just had to laugh at each other! hahaha,i love her! oh and after the geog test,i felt like vomiting so i went ta the toilet.roshini and mahes were with me.then we went down ta the first floor,coz we were having our lessons at the chem lab.but no one was there,and we were walking around the school like some mad ladies.then luckily amin and ray found us and they brought us back ta class.apparently they were at another chem lab! it was totally embarrassing,haha! im so glad tmr's half day! gonna meet carol and go ta our pri school.then after that,im gonna meet up with mel and the others ta watch memoirs of a geisha,if we can go that is.then gonna go for charismatic! yes,i hope time doesnt fly too fast this weekend

poetically pathetic

2006-01-23T03:34:00.000-08:00

Thinking of the words to say,I'd like to think that this was fate.
Reference to a song you love,
Spell confusion with a 'k'.
Like a star without its strings,
I'm hanging here on these two wings.
For that smile and those eyes(I'm falling)
If time could stop, how could I make this more poetic?
When there's nothing more pathetic to be said

lift day(:

2006-01-16T06:18:00.000-08:00

SUNDAY
today was great! it was the first day of cat class and everything was fine.seeing all my friends again was totally awesome! went for 9.45 mass with regina and mel.sam sat behind coz she was late.then after that was cat class.after cat class,we went ta the coffee shop with terence and reginald ta eat lunch.the aunty took so long ta serve us our food lah! then we had ta rush as we had tog after that.went ta the attic ta fold the costumes and all then we played a game of soccer.hahaha.then it was time ta go home but bev,mel,sam,regina and i hanged out in the LIFT! hahaha,it was damn cool man.sitting in the lift and going up and down.one time,the lights in the lift went out and for a moment,we thought we were stuck and were screaming our heads off.but the lights came back on,which was a relief.phew! we were laughing at each other's hilarious reactions.hahaha,i think the funniest was sam! HAHA! then we went ta buy some tidbits and went home.i love you guys ;D thanks for the sharings!

TODAY
timetable changed and we had pe today.wth,we just had it like a few days ago.well anyway,we threw javelins? which was like,so damn boring.wanted ta play soccer or netball! argh.and the javelin's like so sharp lah! then mr lee told us ta be careful coz accidents happened before.im like,uh,then why do you still want us ta throw them?! wahlao.well anyway,today was kinda boring.in school i mean.my hist teacher didnt come.at first we were like yay,but actually it was even more boring than having her around.hahaha.alright,i'll post some other time

i love the hols!

2006-01-06T20:30:00.000-08:00

oh gosh,its back ta school again! and im finally updating.mah hols were great! had COG which was like,the bomb! everyone did their thing.well,we(the classics) were chosen ta perform for DND too.but too bad i had ta go back ta phils the day after COG.was kinda sad that i couldnt be there with the classics.well at least belly replaced me.if not,chris would not have any partner ta dance with! haha.oh,went ta manila for mah aunt's wedding and it was super! gosh,she's super duper rich! oh,and loads of things happened! haha.
i DID NOT enjoy mah birthday and christma coz i had a high fever?! wth.well,at least i enjoyed mah stay in phils overall.

at least i have pics of mah friends and cousins(: oh,and a soft toy from ken! haha.LOVE IT :D

missing the classics

2005-12-04T22:24:00.000-08:00

gosh,im in phils now,and im missing THE CLASSICS and mah other friends loads marn!

sleepover!

2005-12-02T08:42:00.000-08:00

AHHH! im at sam's place! SLEEPING OVER(: heard its a tradition or something ta sleepover one of your group member's house before the day itself.ohno,its like,TWELVE FIFTY SEVEN AM and just a few hours away ta COG! so nervous.but im sure we're all gonna have lotsa fun! meeting the classics later on at eleven am fo' breakfast.then gonna have practise! woohoo,its gonna be so fun.im going back tmr ): SIGHS! im gonna miss the classics and everyone else! and i'll miss lotsa fun outings like,YOUTH CAMP AND DND(dinner and dance) ! ): SIGHS! no choice.bought air tickets alr.anyway,i gtg sleep! sam's house is so cosy(:

LOVE THE CLASSICS(:

all so meaningful

2005-11-26T19:23:00.000-08:00

last night,though tears filled our eyes,was a really really meaningful night.it was filled with all kinds of emotions.from happiness ta anger,sadness and jealousy.but the most important,was love!
yes,we had been through alot last night.first,our cheekiness ended us up in trouble.it was the first time we really showed how much we really needed each other.knowing that we really care fo' each other,brings tears ta our eyes.yes,you got angry at us fo' being so playful.but you know that we love you.when you left the room,everyone was silent,wondering why you left.we waited til you came back,crying in awe.you never did,til the last minute when we were about ta go home.we were there,sitting in the cold room,in the dark,waiting fo' your presence,singing our song.we hadnt come ta realise we were in the wrong yet,and the four of us just left you like that.you were with LAPIS,apologizing ta BLACK____.we were so angry that you had walked out on us earlier,and couldnt bring ourselves ta face you,or even say we were sorry.then HE told us that we were in the wrong too and that we had ta stop all this madness.we went over ta where you were standing,said we were sorry and hugged each other,solitary tears trickling down our faces.we were friends again! (:

as fo' you,BFG,we were there by seven plus,waiting fo' you ta come.we even wrote in BIG LETTERS that we were in that room,hoping that you would see it when you step into church.we couldnt wait ta start rehearsing! we waited about two hours fo' you.we were sitting painfully in the deepest shadow of the darkest corner,hoping that every moment the door opened,you would come in.but no,you NEVER did.sam and mel,went up,looking fo' you.BEGGING you ta come down and be with us! but no,you wouldnt because you had ta take care of another class.jealousy,anger and sadness hid beneath our teary eyes.sam and mel came back with the bad news.though we knew that you would not come down,we still hoped that you would show up.we were there,trembling,still waiting fo' you.finally,we gave up and almost went home just as you rushed down.LAPIS told him that we had been crying and waiting fo' you.you tried ta talk ta us,but we just walked away ta the nearest toilet and hid there crying again.you were outside,with LAPIS and BLACK____ and HER.when we came out,you explained ta us everything.your reasons were perfectly acceptable.all of us hugged each other,and apologized ta each other too.our minds were just too childish ta even think about why you wouldnt come down.we were blinded by all jealousy and anger.we were just too afraid ta lose you.all of us have had so much fun with you and we couldnt bear ta lose you,that's why.but most of all,we acted this way simply because,WE LOVE YOU! sorry fo' our childish acts.tonight,is a night,i will NEVER forget.

everything's gonna be diff after COG,which is only eight days away ): but i still hope we will all still be as close as ever.

A FRIEND MAY WELL BE RECKONED THE MASTERPIECE OF NATURE.

SUPER FUN REHEARSAL!

2005-11-23T22:48:00.000-08:00

I CUT MAH HAIR! AND MAH FRINGE IS SO FREAKING SHORT! why did that hairdresser have ta cut it like that! ARGHHH! aiyah,whatever.its gonna grow in no time anyway.i'll just have ta be PATIENT.oh,today was kinda fun! met the other four without lydia today! reginal and LAPIS were there too! it was super duper galuper fun! we switched off the lights! wooooh.LAPIS was OKAY at acting like a ghost.first,terence scared the hell outta us! hahaha.i miss acting like a ghost,scaring people,by using mah LONG HAIR! we were making so much noise.i already said it,and im gonna say it again.ITS SUPER FUN! we were like some crazy group of people.luckily no one came ta complain that we were making way too much noise! haha.well anyway,i love it when all of us gather.its never boring.haha.TEN more days ta COG! ELEVEN more days ta mah trip! SIGHS

long time

2005-11-22T22:51:00.000-08:00

FINALLY! im posting after so long! haha.april stayed over mah house fo' almost a month! COOL huh.haha.introduced her ta some of mah friends(: loads have been happening lately! cant wait ta cut mah hair tmr! hope it doesnt turn out ta be a TOTAL DISASTER! gosh! its only ELEVEN more days ta COG,and TWELVE more days til i go back ta phils! that's fast! OOOOOOOH! cant wait fo' sat! the six of us will be going ta the 'RECKLESS TOWN' ta SHOP! yay! that'd be super duper fun! oh man,i cant wait! gosh,i'll be so busy fo' the next twelve days! will be going ta manila too on dec ten i think,fo' tita vivian's wedding.heard that the place it will be held is like,a super nice place.its like,so NATURE-ISH and COOLING! cant wait ta take pics there! hahaha.BUT,i dont think mah cousin givral will be going.OHNO,then i'll be the only 'TEEN' there! i dont even know who mah PARTNER is since im bridesmaid again! dang,its all so messed up! was hoping that givral could go ta at least ACCOMPANY ME! and anyway,i'll never be bored with him around! SIGHS.hope he'll change his mind! okay,that's all fo' today

closer and closer ta ctk friends (:

2005-11-02T22:24:00.000-08:00

i met nicole and regina at j8 today.we were waiting fo' lydia,mel and sam.while waiting fo' mel and sam,the four of us went ta long john's ta grab something ta fill out empty stomachs.regina wasnt hungry so she din eat with us.she made CHOCOLATE COOKIES fo' us! how SWEET! THANKS REGINA! oh,and sorry if we messed around a lil TOO much today (: then mel came when we almost finished eating and we waited fo' sam who was really late.HAHA.coz she went ice skating (: SORRY SAM FO' NOT BEING ABLE TA GO WITH YOU.hope you had fun.well,today sam and i really MESSED around talking bout the movie,THE GODS MUST BE CRAZY II.and we kept on showing the others what the people in the show did! HAHAHA! so funny! we were laughing like mad people! HAHAHA! (: love em so much.HEH!

romeo show

2005-11-01T21:20:00.000-08:00

just finished watching THE ROMEO SHOW on NICKOLODEON (: HAHA! im totally going crazy.well,i met up with sam,mel,gary and justin at amk mrt station today.then we met reg and we went ta nicole's house.her house is like,SUPER NICE LAH! oh my goodness! her mom is so kind too! and her sis is just so pretty! we were hungry and ordered macs.while waiting,we watched sky high on dvd.the DELIVERY MAN took so long ta deliver our food! we were starving!!!! haha.well anyway,after eating and watching sky high,all of us,except nicole,rushed down ta church fo' mass.we were about fifteen mins late? luckily i went fo' mass in the morning.im so bored! there's NOTHING ta do at home except use the com or watch tv! or SLEEP (: i have ta go back ta skool on fri ta check which class im in next year.im so nervous.hope i get into the class i want! well,there's nothing ta blog about.

LIL ROMEO LIL ROMEO LIL ROMEO (: AHHHHHHHHHHHH he's such a good rapper! AND actor (:

movie marathon

2005-10-31T22:47:00.000-08:00

went over ta sam's today.met mel at amk mrt and we went ta sam's together.while waiting fo' sam at sembawang mrt,we went ta the macs in sunplaza ta buy food while waiting fo' her.then when sam came,we went ta the laser flair shop there ta rent some vcds.we rented the ring two,moulin rouge and the gods are crazy II.we watched the ring two first.it was kinda scary lah.mel and i kept freaking out.while sam was just so CALM! and then we watched moulin rouge.the story is SUPER NICE! oh my goodness.its sooooo TOUCHING! mel and i were crying at the end of the show! but i think i was crying more.HAH! and sam was like,EMOTIONLESS! haha! then we watched the gods are crazy II.at first mel and i thought it was kinda boring.but eventually we found out why sam wanted ta borrow it.IT WAS SUPER FUNNY AND STUPID LAH! HAHAHAHA! WHAT A FUNNY SHOW! HAHA! then mel went home halfway through the show.then after watching everything,sam and i went back ta the shop ta return it then we had dinner together and i headed back home.today was fun! (:

LIL ROMEO (:

2005-10-30T05:10:00.000-08:00

AHHHHHHH! i downloaded some vids of LIL ROMEO! he started rapping at such a young age lah.and he was so pro! his voice was TOTALLY CUTE! and when i watched his 'i need dubs' video feat his dad [master p],he all grown! his voice has broke,he has SIX PACKS and he looks TOTALLY COOL! his rapping is still as good as ever.awww,i miss the HONEY dvd i borrowed from nicole! i miss watching LIL ROMEO DANCE in that movie ): i NEED ta watch it! its off the hook lah! i just simply ADORE LIL ROMEO LAH! he tight! i dont care.im gonna go ta video ezy and rent the vcd or dvd! ohno,i missed the romeo show on nickolodeon! SAD LAH! hmmm,today cat class started like at,8.45am?! so early! and ended at 12 plus.today was kinda fun lah.hahas.meeting sam and mel tmr.cant wait (: its like,there's never anything ta do at home.well,i gotta bounce.see ya'll

I LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE,LOVE LIL ROMEO (:

PHONELESS

2005-10-29T23:03:00.000-07:00

BUMMER! im PHONELESS! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.last night carolyn came over ta mah house ta have a sleepover.we slept like,at FOUR plus AM?!
in the morning,we decided ta go ta escape theme park.saw her cousin,cheryl there.as we were lining up fo' the wet and wild ride,there were these two cute lil guys behind us.i think they're like in pri skool? so cute! the older one was so cool and handsome.the way he dresses is superb.and the younger was cute and innocent.not ta mention,FAIR.they look like they're mixed american or something.they are SUPER CUTE lah! hope i can see them again sometime.its so nice ta look at them.HAHAHAS.well anyway,i TOTALLY forgot that mah phone was with me and it got SUPER WET! and now its not working.im so bummed out! what a bummer.SIGHS.i miss mah phone badly! argh.i have like,no mood ta blog or anything right now.i WANT MAH PHONE ):

i LOVE lil romeo (:

LAST DAY OF SKOOL ):

2005-10-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

SO SAD! today is like,the LAST day of skool?!?!? well,it was BORING lah.but,so SAD! i cant imagine we're all SEPARATING lah! wahlao,that's like,well,SAD! we had like,this assembly talk bout dengue fever?? SO SAD.i cant go fo' our class chalet! coz i'll be in philippines?! im gonna miss out on LOTSA things! ARGH! SIGHS ): anyway,mah results are like,BAD?! mah percentage is only 62.4 i think. SO LOW! SIGHS.im hoping i can get COMBINATION A

TWOEXPRESSTHREE'o5 RAWKS (:
GIRLS
dorin,vivian,esther,faiz,hyacinth,jia huan,wei chen,hwee hoon,charlene,shahiidah,fang eng,sagita,melody,nadiah,mei jia,xuan hui,yimin.
GUYS
alim,wilson,dyran,bibas,dominic,roshan,ganesh,jeremy,kebing,desmond,zhen hong,kevin,jian wen,leon,akram,farhan,chan gap,hong kai,qais,zia zheng,fred,zong min,roydon.

MAKING WHITE RIBBONS ON WHITE RIBBON CAMPAIGN DAY?

boring day

2005-10-26T19:16:00.000-07:00

did nothing much today actually.as usual had morning assembly.but this time at the oh so stuffy hall! and the chers had ta go fo' their meeting thingy.so our DM had ta stay with us.and he lectured us and compared us ta students from other skools.and uh,everyone was laughing at him? and he was really pissed.hah.then we were dismissed and there was practically NOTHING ta do in class?! well,at least shahiid brought her NEW mp3.hahas.she went ta mah house just now ta download all the COOL songs(: cool.then tmr we can listen ta all our fav songs.coolness (:

HAPPY (:

2005-10-25T10:05:00.000-07:00

YAY! i just talked ta mah cousin on the phone! oh gosh,miss all of em so much!!! hmmm,going ta regina's house ltr on (: meeting the others later on.there's still NTH ta blog about!

ta izzati - HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVIL LOVABLE (:

dont let what happened ytd ruin your special day girl! i'll always be here fo' you (: LOVE

SHOPPING

2005-10-24T20:02:00.000-07:00

yay! went SHOPPING with mommykins today.first went ta orchard,then ta bugis,THEN ta junction eight.wooh,im beat! anyway,a blind man asked me fo' help when mommykins and i were waiting fo' daddykins.oh my,i felt so emotional when i saw him ): i wonder how blind ppl find out where they are going.SO SAD ):
anyway,

ta carolyn - HAPPY BIRTHDAY BESTIE (:

IRRITATING

2005-10-20T19:55:00.000-07:00

today got back mah lit and mly paper.okay,lit was really bad.the whole level did BADLY fo' it lah.and its like,each class,not even half of the class pass! so scary lah! i got like SIXTY TWO?! wth! i dropped from seventy plus ta sixty two! that's REALLY BAD man.okay,i failed mah mly paper.but that's not surprising.hahas.its like,i just started a few months ago lah! how am i supposed ta NOT fail?!!? tmr getting back HIST paper! and have ta hand in the form fo' choosing the subs! IM SO DEAD!

BAD DAY

2005-10-19T19:32:00.000-07:00

mah blog's a lil better now.thanks ta JILL AND IZZATI fo' helping me out! THANKS YOU GUYS! love you! oh,and
thanks too GARY,fo' helping me out with the pic! (:

alright,today has been a REALLY REALLY BAD DAY! and i REALLY DONT wanna talk bout it ):

white ribbon day

2005-10-18T20:54:00.000-07:00

WTH! mah skin is SO in a mess right now.ARGH.its getting on mah nerves! anyway,today is white ribbon day fo' mah skool,dont know bout other skools.it was just like any other ordinary morning.suddenly,this group of so called 'MACHO MEN' with enormous bikes came roaring in.practically everyone's heads turned ta look at them! then ms koh announced that these 'MACHO MEN' were here because they pleadged against violence ta women.then,she told us ta proceed ta the hall class by class fo' the concert.the concert was okay.huimin from 2a2 sang a christina aguilera song.forgot the title.her voice wasnt bad(: oh the funny part about the concert was having ta have the GUY class representatives from all the classes ta stand up,face the whole skool,and pledge against violence ta women! HAHAHAHAS! and then they had ta go up ta the stage ta sign the graffiti flag thingy that syazwan and zulhairi made.HAHAS! IT WAS FUNNY THE WAY THEY HAD TA PLEDGE.hahas.leon was mah class representative,hahas.
then after the concert thingy,we had ta go back ta class and make white ribbons the WHOLE DAY! each class got like,six packets of white ribbons i think.and each packet had approximately 6oo ribbons.that's like,ALOT! but it was alright making them.after we finished making the ribbons and counting them,we did practically NOTHING til we were dismissed.well,we took some photos and stuff lah,but it was so boring coz there wasnt anything else planned fo' us.what a day! oh i just realised its been a long time since i last updated.

LIKE YOU lyrics((:

2005-09-24T20:43:00.000-07:00

[Chorus] I ain't ever had nobody show me all the things
That you done showed me
In a special way I feel when you hold me
We gon' always be together baby
That is what you told and I believe it cause
I ain't never had Nobody do me like you
[Bow Wow]
Now I done been with different kind of girls
So like I done seen them all
But ain't none of them at all (like you)
And I done seen the best of the best Baby, still I ain't impressed cause
Ain't none of them at all (like you)
If you know how I feel when I chill
Look, if I'm seen with a girl
Then she gotta be just (like you)
And baby thats the way I feel
And I ain't got no choice
But for me to keep it real
Cause when we first got together
Starting hanging out you was skeptical at first
Had to figure out if I was the kind of guy that
Would try to dog you out but I ain't that kind of guy you try to make me out
You found out when you turned to my baby I showed them other brothers How to treat a lady I let you drive when I ride that Mercedes
And I ain't trippin' or actin' shady
Cause baby you know
[Chorus]
[Ciara]
And everytime I think about you I smile
When you ride, when you call, when you come around
Your love is amazing to me I can't wait till I see you (I wanna be with you again)
And everytime your out on the road (I'll make a trip)
And whenever I'm doing a show (Don't you forget)
That I'm your main chick
Who got that game chick
One in the same chick
The one you can hang with
[Chorus]
[Bow Wow]
Ok we hit the mall, pop tags
Spend a few G's (Cheesin')
Hit the runway to a new season
It ain't nothing Spoil the one I care for
Feel like I ain't doin' enough
That's when I shape off I give you this, give you that
What chu need love
You know I got it Holla at me if you need love
In affection cause I'll be your protection
Kind of hard job but I'll do till perfection
And you can tell that I ain't tryin' to let you go
I get with you when I can
So thats how I let you know
And you be trippin' cause sometimes I gotta go
But chu the first one I hollared to right after my show
Hey now I was trippin' in a sense I was tense but my body's lose around you
But I'ma do without you I gotta get it together, say whateva
Since I met you my life seems so better
[Chorus] - 2X

sicksicksick

2005-09-15T18:26:00.000-07:00

UGH! im sick! AGAIN )):

missing them again

2005-09-11T16:31:00.000-07:00

how i wish i was in phils now.i think i would be..hmmmm..NAPPING?!!?? or maybe walking on the sand with mahh friends! OR watching tv. OR out ta da plaza! OR singing our hearts out. OR playing basketball with mclee and roel. OR listening ta music with mahh barkadas! OR playing at the mini arcade beside mahh hse. OR playing with lil jhessah and jarelle. OR just stoning. OR being disturbed by mahh annoying cousin,givral! OR planning fo' all the events coming up. OR being followed by givral,particularly,EVERYWHERE! OR at the plaza sitting down enjoying our mango shakes in the hot weather! OR,in the tricycle just riding arnd the place,and if i was the one driving,they would probably be very unlucky.OR walking arnd the dikes like the three mean girls and everyone looking up at us so seriously and me,losing face by slipping and falling while going down the slippery,slope of the dike and getting a cut leaving a scare on mahh knee!! ah! sweet memories!! cant wait ta see them again. i miss them so badly! esp joan)): mingaw na kaayo ko nya! dugay na mi wala ka contact. ni try ko ug tawag pero wala may mo tubag. i miss her toooooooooooo much na. not ta mention all the things we did. adto sa dagat sa gabii,kanta kanta,ambot lng uy. daghan kaayo! okay erh i better stop((: )):

berks!
hyacinth ; joan ; aika ; janine ; via ((: loves!

past three days

2005-09-11T10:28:00.000-07:00

the past two days,friday and saturday,have been so much fun! let's start with friday((:

FRIDAY
well.being mahh usual self,i woke up at arnd eleven plus.then i went online fo' awhile.that's not the fun part though.hahas.at arnd twelve plus i got ready and left home ta meet mahh friends fo' soccer((:
met regina at the bustp before we went ta meet the others.
at first we din really play coz it seemed boring playing under the void deck? i mean.fo' me lah.but we got the hang of it in the end((:
well.playing under the hdb blk was SERIOUSLY like.A BIG BIG MISTAKE lah! wonder whose idea lah.AHEM.something happened.i dun really wanna mention it though coz its too embarassing fo' me,regina and the guys! hahas. it was kinda scary at first.well anyways.we went ta seven eleven fo' awhile ta buy some drinks then we continued playing til like,four thirty? hahas.REGINA! A THING FO' HITTING EVERYONE HUH.hahahahahahas! arnd there.then we went home. went fo' charismatic aft that.

SATURDAY
mahh day started with math tuition at shahiidah's hse.her house is just so nice lah. anyways. wasnt really looking forward ta it but it wasnt badd((: learnt the last chapter of the book. hahas. then aft that met up with sam.supposed ta meet her below mahh blk but she came up instead.SORRY SAM! din know you were waiting!
then we went down first while mahh mom and uncle roy waited fo' mahh dad. then met aaron and sadiq at the bustp coz i had ta give sadiq his mly project which i helped him ta print out. sam and i were laughing at aaron and everyone looked at us! HE LOOKED DAMN FUNNY IN THE CLOTHES HE WAS WEARING! hahas.sorry aaron! cant help it.then mahh parents sam and i took a taxi ta pasir ris macs fo' clydell and kristine's birthday party. erh.we felt kinda odd lah coz like,we were the only teens there? and all the other 'uninvited guests' in macs were like looking at us in an odd way! sheesh. but we got free lunch.we could choose whatever we want fo' free!!! hahas.then aft that we went ta the birthday gurhls' hse and just chill out.was kinda boring at first. but then we went ta their room and while sam and i were lying down on the bed,all the children were like,coming ta us jumping on the bed and falling on us!!! hahahas! then we fell asleep aft the noisy,cute lil brats went ta the other room ta play. peace at last! hahas. then woke up,ate dinner and aft that we sang songs((: i mean karaoke.hahas.well it sounds kinda 'old fashioned' ta some ppl but it was damn fun lah. its a special type of karaoke as in like. in philippines. you bus this really cool microphone and it looks like a remote control and mircrophone in one. hahas.then a songbook comes with it and you can choose the songs you want by pressing the buttons! the songs were damn nice lah. sam and i just couldnt resist it.hahas.and then we went home at arnd twelve midnight. SO SORRY SAM! anyways.thanks fo' coming with me. wouldnt have been as fun without you! LOVE YOU LOADS

friendster

2005-09-08T15:07:00.000-07:00

ahhh! im so happy! when i logged in ta friendster.i had 1 friend request and it was frm TITA GRACE! she's mahh aunt((: oh my goodness! im so darn happy lah! she's so pretty. and mahh cuzzins whom i have not seen fo' a long time.bene and cai cai[catherine] are linked ta her! GOODIE! in this way i can send them msgs or chat with them on yahoo messenger! this is super duper cool lah! a day with a great starting! ((: erh.does that make any sense? hahas. oh well. im beginning ta think bout everyone in phils AGAIN! and i miss them sooooooo much! )): sheesh.

aft a while

2005-09-07T23:58:00.000-07:00

aft a while you learn the subtle difference between holding a hand and chaining a soul,
and you learn that love doesnt mean leanin and company doesnt mean security,
and you begin ta learn that kisses arent contracts and presents arent promises,
and you begin ta accept your defeats with your head up and your eyes open,with the grace of an adult,not the grief of a child,
and you learn ta build all your roads on today coz tmr's grnd is too uncertain fo' plans.
aft a while you learn that even sunshine burns if you get too much.
so plant your own garden and decorate your own soul,instead of waiting fo' someone ta bring you flowers.
and you learn that you really can endure...
that you really are strong,
and you really do have worth.
and you learn and you learn...
with every good-bye you learn.. ((:

PICS((:

2005-09-06T22:38:00.000-07:00

AH MA! ((:

pearl,lydia,celesther and me!

the trio! hahas

i love! ((:

hope i win!

2005-09-06T21:12:00.000-07:00

ahh! i just sent in an sms ta win tickets ta da BEP concert! oh gosh! i hope i win! i just love BEP and i seriosuly NEED ta go ta their concert!! hahas. alright i need ta calm down((: well.i went ta town todayy with mah mom and saw kim wakerman.hahas.i've seen her like what? 3,4 times? hahas. anyways. tried ta call mahh best fren frm phils,joan today. pero busy man ang line nya)): im trying ta call her again! alright gotta bounce.buhbyes((:

2005-09-05T16:07:00.000-07:00

top: sam,me,celestherbottom: mel,lydialove ya'll((: acting dao

bored?!

2005-09-05T13:08:00.000-07:00

changed mahh skin again.woke up early today.had ta go ta skool fo' sci practical test.it was supposed ta start at 9.3o but da cher was late and came at arnd 9.5o?! oh and today is tita alicia's birthday!<3
there's nth ta do arnd here! im bored! tita vivian told mahh mom that she's gonna get married during dec! its gonna be held in manila n im one of da bridesmaids AGAIN. so during da dec hols im gonna go ta manila first fo' da wedding n then go back ta cebu.-homesweethome-
i cant wait! oh my goodness. im justt gonna have so much fun larrhs. mahh mom said that we would be goiing ta either saavedra beach or any white sand beach during mahh birthday. im so excited! hahas. cant wait fo' christmas tuu. fireworks here n there.christmas parties.exchanging gifts((:
but im so gonna miss mahh frens here.oh well.i stil can chat with them when i go online in philippines((:

toughh stuff

2005-08-24T19:47:00.000-07:00

characterr cannott b developedd iin ease n silence. onlii throughh experiiences of trials n sufferiings can da soul b strengthenedd,ambition iinspiredd n success wil b achiievedd.

achiin

2005-08-18T20:47:00.000-07:00

ughh. mahh whole bodyy is ACHIIN!! mustt b coz of ytd's floorball! mr chun -or wadeva his name is- let us play floorball!! so funn. wells. there's nth ta postt abt. iim soooo boredd. arghhs! there's gg 2mrr. B-O-R-I-N!!! crapp. shads n ii thot guiides wudntt b on 2mrr den we cud go hm n SLEEP all we wantt. but apparentlyy we cantt. argghhs. ii dun wanna go. haiish. no choiice. wells. ii gotta gett goiin. *peaceoutt*

wadd a wonnderrful dayy

2005-08-15T21:57:00.000-07:00

wadd a wonderrful tym ii hadd todayy. tuu badd iit hadd ta endd so soon. wells. ii wentt ta j8 ta meett celestiine n sam. we were supposedd ta meett at 3. ii reachedd there at 2.53. n ii cudntt c a siingle speckk of celestiine or sam aniiwerr. den calledd celestiine. she missedd da bus so she was gonna b late. so ii waiitedd lyk. dunno hw longg. but i dun miind ((: hehhs. denn ii saw sam walkiin n ran up ta herr. foundd outt she came 3 mins earrliierr denn me n was waiitiin tuus. hhahas. so we wentt ta macs firstt while waiitiin fo' celestiine. ii saw alott of ppl ii knew. esp APRIL! goshh. ii was so hapii ta c herr n suatt. hhahas. finallyy celestiine came den we boughtt food. we were supposedd ta studyy. but we justt KEPT talkiin n CUDNT stop! hhahas. so aftt we ate we wentt ta ANOTHERR macs n mett regina on da wayy. datt macs was abit more 'spaceyy' larrhs. so cudd studyy. thoughh we stil talkedd alot ((: hehhs.

we leftt at arndd 5+ ta go ta churchh fo' mass. we took 53 n stoppedd at da bustp before da one nearr bishann parrk. den we deciddedd ta alightt there lyk. las miin na. so we 'rangg da bell' justt as da bus startedd ta move. den da iidiiott bus driiverr was lyk. ' OII UU PLAYIIN OR WADD' den we were lyk 'NO!' so rude! cantt standd iit! hhahas. den while waiitiin fo' anotherr bus. we saw dis fourr goldenn retrieverrs walkiin wiith da ownerr. goshh deyy were DAMN cute!! den da ownerr let us took piics of dem. awwwws. so sweett. hehhs.

denn mass startedd na.den aftt mass wentt fo' diinerr. DATS ALL lang((x lame! llalas

sana ay mahaliin mo riin ako
`it gets iinto mahh headd.goshh`

tiiredd

2005-08-13T22:16:00.000-07:00

hmmms. todayy ii wantedd ta wake up late as mahh mathh tuiitiionn was cancelledd n dis was mahh opportuniityy ta sleep iin. but mahh mom woke me up at lyk 9 nn ii was piissedd! goshh. we hadd ta go ta da iimiigratiion centerr agaiin!! was pissedd dat she din tell me da day before dat we hadd ta go. so hadd ta dragg mahhselff outta bedd. yeahhs. den took taxii there. den we waiitedd fo' ourr turnn ta collectt mahh `rent's ic. yupps. cudntt get miine til iim 15! den wentt hm n restedd awhile den wentt ta amk mrt station ta meett sam fo' maranatha. waiitedd kiinda longg. hhahas. suddenlyy sumone grabbedd me frm bhindd n pulledd me! ii was lyk sooooo scaredd. denn ii notiicedd iit was sam!! wahhs! she gave me a bigg frightt! den we rann ta da taxii standd there. herr dad's car was there. so we got iin n he drove us ta churchh. luckilyy dey hadntt startedd yett. yupps. maranatha was kiinda iinterestiin todayy. but iit was draggiin. hhahas.

den aftt maranatha sam n ii walkedd ta j8. we deciidedd ta go ta coffee beann ta studyy. while we were walkiin. dis pyscho guyy hu was bhiindd us suddenlyy walkedd pastt us stariin at us n mumbliin sumtiin ta us we cudntt understandd. wadd darhh. CRAZYY ARRHS!

wen we reachedd j8. we wentt ta coffee bean den orderredd wadd we wantedd. we ate soo muchh!! so muchh dat da priice wentt up ta $24. den da guyy serviin us askedd me whetha ii wantedd ta b a memberr n gett da cardd as ii onlii needed ta add $1 more iin orderr dat ii cud gett iit. yupps. so ii appliiedd. COOLNESS manns. hhahas. den aftt eatiin we wentt up ta popularr ta buyy mahh foolscapp paperr. den wentt backk ta coffee beann ta studyy. we studiiedd fo' awhile. den startedd talkiin agaiin. we justt cudntt concentrate. there were tuu muchh distractiions. oh wells. den siince we cudntt keep ourr eyes on ourr books we deciidedd ta go wiindow shoppiin. yupps. den we wentt hm at abt 9.3o. todayy was kiinda fun. esp wen ii was wiith sam. justt LOVE beiin wiith herr! hehhs. ((x wells. ii gotta bounce. cyas.

*peaceoutt

hapii!!((x

2005-08-12T23:53:00.000-07:00

goshh. iim so hapii. firstt of all. we got ourr hist testt scripts backk! wells. ii was nervous n all. din realii noe whetha i wud do well. da highestt was 38 as mahh hist cherr[mr arman] had saiid n there were 2 gurhls hu got 36. ii was shiverriin as mr arman calledd outt mahh name ta take backk mahh paperr. ta mahh surprise ii got 36 out of 4o!!!!! kiinda hapii! hehhs. sagita got 36 tuus. iits lyk. we got da same marrks fo' IT n hist. hahas. suchh a coincidence. n we siit togetha! errhs. ii noe iits lame larrhs. hhahas. nyways. wentt hm straightt aft skool since guides wasntt on. den did tuition hmwk. auntiie emma[april's mom] came ta mahh hse ta do herr 'homework' on da iinternett. yupps. den ii sleptt fo' a few hrs den hadd ta go fo' pnw. yupps. aftt pnw. joel. nick. garyy. melissa. samantha. nicole nn ii were goofiin arndd wiith sam's camera. hahhas. yupps. den we wentt ta amk central ta go ta macs. nicole wentt hm thoughh as it was pretty late. so onlii joel. nick. gary. sam. mel nn ii wentt ta macs. aftt a few mins. mel hadd ta go hm. yupps. den we wentt hm arndd 1o.45. earliier den usual thoughh. hhahas. yupps. k ii gotta bounce. cyas. peaceoutt*

bummerr

2005-08-11T22:34:00.000-07:00

bummerr. got backk ourr engg CA todayy. ii tiinkk ii did lyk realii baddlyy. iim sooo bummedd outt riite nw. goshh. ii got lyk. 28 overr 4o. highestt iin mahh class was 32. yupps. goshh. ii got so low. oh wells. have ta learrn frm dis lesson n do betta nxt tym. den we also got ourr IT testt results backk. highestt was kebing who got 18. yupps. denn sagita n ii got 17. da same marrks! coolness. wahahahs. wells. did alot todayy. no mood ta postt nemore. gotta bounce nyways. cyas. peaceoutt**

national day celebratiion!

2005-08-08T18:07:00.000-07:00

crappness. mahh ulcerr is killiin me. nyways. todayy we hadd ourr national dayy celebratiion. ourr skool's ncc n gurhls brigade were supposedd ta marchh. but iit was raiiniin so mr tan made us go backk ta class firstt while deyy arrangedd evritiin iin da hall. denn he slowlyy announcedd fo' da classes ta go downn. yupps. kiinda squeezyy iin da hall! denn we hadd all kiinds of performances larrhs. of corz mostt was dance. denn there was dis dance da sec 2s createdd iin lyk 2 wks. deyy iimiitatedd rui en n taufik. 1 guyy was siingiin as taufik while da gurhl was singin as rui en. deyy diin realii siing quite well though. no offence. hahhas. den there were dancerrs larrhs. denn deyy hadd ta choose ppl frm da aaudience ta go upstage ta dance wiith dem! luckilyy ii wasntt chosenn larrhs. hahhas. a few cherrs were chosenn. da funiiestt partt was wen MS CHEE OURR PRINCIPAL n MR SINGH OURR VICE PRINCIPALL hadd ta DANCE!!!! hhaahahahahas! everyyone was practically laughiin theirr headds off!!! hahahas. but da bestt was da hiipphopp dance((x. da breakdance was soooo cool! deyy addedd sum funnyy moves iinto iit tuus. hhahahas. syazwan was lyk da pro siias. so hyperr up there((x. denn aftt all da performances. we hadd ta go down ta da assemblyy grndd ta watchh da ncc n gurhls brigade marrchh!! nn we were toldd ta siit on da wett floor! wadd da. so wett! grrrrrs. denn aftt evritiin. angiie n ii wentt backk ta ourr pri skool jing shan. justt as we alightedd da bus we were stuckk underr da bustp waiitiin fo' da heavyy raiin ta stop. iin da endd we rann across da overrheadd bridge! hhahas. wells. as usual we hadd ourr annual fun faiir larrhs. jing shan isntt lyk before thoughh. coz ourr principal has changedd. iits lyk. more quiet? haiishh! prii skool dayys briing me so muchh sweet memoriies. hhahas. saw alott of mahh ex-skoolmates! yupps. denn cute lil peeps came up ta me nn angiie askiin us ta buyy da stuff dey soldd iin theiirr stalls! there were 2 cute lil primaryy 1 or 2 peeps hu askedd us ta buyy theiirr tidbits. wenn angiie n ii saiid deyy were so cute. deyy slowlyy walkedd backkworrds denn walkedd awayy>.<. were deyy scaredd or sumtiin? hhahahas. oooh boii iit feltt gd ta go backk ta jsps. hehhs. yupps. denn ii toldd angiie ta go wiith me ta j8. mann j8 was ppackedd wiith LOTSA ppl!! denn wen we were walkiin sum1 sudedenlyy tappedd me frm bhiindd. ii turnedd backk n saww gowrii rightt iin front of me!!! omiigoshh! ii was practicallyy screamiin nn jumpiin up n downn lyk crazyy nn ppl were lookiin at me!!! but ii diin giive a damn. all ii caredd abt was gowri was RIGHTT IIN FRONTT OF ME! mahh longg lostt fren manns! diin c herr siince we leftt ourr prii skool! ii was soooo hapii! she toldd me dat nicole n.[frm cat class] saw me denn toldd her. den she ran aftt me! omiigoshh. she has changedd lyk. ALOT. hhahas. wells. we talkedd fo' awhile den wentt ourr separate wayys. aftt walkiin arndd. angiie n ii deciddedd ta go ta macs ta eatt. was kiinda hungryy. den we finallyy foundd a seat! while angiie was buyiin da food. ii was siitiin there alone smsiin wen 1 PHSYCO GUYY suddenlyy satt down on da chaiir justt lyk dat! ii was lyk. hurrhs? wadd da. hhahahs. no mannerrs manns datt guyy. ii meann ii wudntt miind iif he wanna siit there. at leastt he shud have sum mannerrs n at leastt ASKK! wells. aftt eatiin we deciddedd ta go hm. on ourr wayy ta da overrheadd bridge. guess hu ii saw? at firstt i saw iggyy. but i cudnt reali c clearlyy. denn wen he saw me den calledd sum1. ii knew iit was him larrhs. den ii saw niick. den oliverr. denn ii saw a whole grp of guys frm mahh level! ii meann frm church. ii forgott deyy were gonna have a soccer matchh agaiinstt anotherr churchh. wells. ii din wantt dem ta c me iin mahh uniiformm so ii hid bhindd angiie larrhs whichh was practicallyy nott helpiin. hhahas. so evryone saw me iin mahh uniiformm! grrrrs. den ii justt pretendedd ii din c dem. hhahahas. wells. ii promiisedd iggy dat iif dey wonn ii was gonna treatt dem ta swensens ice cream!! den justt as ii woke up frm mahh deep sleep. ii receivedd an sms frm iggy dat deyy won!!! wells. dats partly gd news nn badd news! hahahs. soo nw iim gonna have ta use mahh swensens voucherr ta treatt him n garyy ta swensens ice cream. hhahahas. wells. thoughh iit was fun todayy. iim stil feeliin down. yeapps. k gotta bounce. cyas *iim outt

feeliinn downn

2005-08-07T16:50:00.000-07:00

oooh boii. iim downn oh downn. cantt realii sayy outt wadd happen. so manii tiings r goiin on iin mahh liife riite nw. goshh. iim worriiedd fo' mahh grandaddy. he's been hospitalisedd coz his highh bloodd pressure has wentt up. uncle jared is currentlyy stayiin wiith hiim iin da hospiital. n iindayy jhessah[mahh cuzziin] n herr mom[mommy babylon-mahh auntt-] is haviin feverr. damnn. so auntt aliice has to cook fo' evry1 nn take care of iindayy jarelle nn grannyy while uncle jaredd is in hospital. goshh. dis whole tiingg is a wreckk. hope everyone's gonna b fiine soon ))x. wells. justt have ta prayy n leave iit ta god. speakiin of god. ii almostt dozedd off duriin cat class todayy. was realii sleppy. sleptt kiinda late. actually ii ALWAYS sleep late. hhahas. yarrhs. burtt ii lykdd da partt werr we were dividedd iinto grps of 8 denn we hadd ta buildd a '3-rowedd' pyramiid. yupps. mahh grp did iit! coz we all workedd hardd as a team ta buildd iit. nn aft a few unsuccesful triies. we FINALLYY did iit. hehhs. ahhhs. iits been kiinda busyy iin mahh hse lateelyy. yupps. coz mahh uncle roy nn 2 of his iindonesiiann frens have been iin mahh hse fo' lyk 2 dayys[sleptt here tuus] ta workk wiith mahh dad on da machiine mahh dad hadd designedd hiimselff. yupps. they're lyk connectiin da wiires or sumtiin. *shruggs*dun realii noe. nn nott botheredd ta noe. hhaahhaas. wells. ii dun feel lyk posttiin no more. wells. betta bounce. iim outt

fiine dayy? normal ii guess

2005-08-06T22:08:00.000-07:00

hollerr. todayy's juz lyk anii normal saturdayy. wake up earlyy iin da mornn ta gett readyy fo' tuition. surpriisinglyy tuition wasntt as boriin or cann ii sayy badd as ii hadd expectedd. tym flew lyk realii fastt. that's a gd tiingg. hehhs. aftt tuitionn. justt hangedd arndd shad's place. love iit there<3. size="5">OFF DA HOOK manns!!! all da street dannciin nn crews battliin outt straightt street style!! gotta diigg dis manns. goshh! da wayy deyy dance is lyk. totallyy SUPERR DUPERR COOLNESS okayys! goshh. wells. mahh uncle is at mahh hse nw. so ii gotta bounce yo'.

woots.deadd beatt

2005-08-05T16:07:00.000-07:00

ahh. juz came backk!! din go fo' gg coz hadd projectt due nxt wk. yupps. shahiidahh nn ii wentt ta sagita's hse. goshh. iits lyk so damn biigg larrhs! goshh. both of em'[[shads n sagita]] has gortt biigg hses! luckyy em'. hhahas. nyways. goiin fo' charismatiic ltr on. yupps. goshh ii have lyk. ALORT of hmwk ta do. nn ii have nott done mahh tuiitiionn hmwk!! iim so deadd. have ta wake up earlyy 2mrr fo' tuition. crapness. so boriin. siimplyy hate tuition larrhs. argghhs. butt at leastt ii gett ta make mahhselff comfyy iin shad's BIIGG BIIGG hse. hehhs. yupps. ii have tuition at her hse. coz ourr tutor is herr cuzziin. yupps. wells. aint no time ta blogg no more. gotta do all mahh workk!! saddness. cyas!! ((:

amethystt rawkks

2005-08-04T20:37:00.000-07:00

amethystt rawkks! woohoos!! hehhs. todayy hadd iinterrhse netball matchh. here r da results:

1stt place: rubyy
2ndd place: emeraldd
3rdd place: AMETHYST
4thh place: topaz
5th place: sapphire

wells. thoughh amethystt din wiin. at leastt we playedd gd!! ((: 1stt matchh draw. 2ndd matchh lostt. 3rdd also lostt. burtt lastt matchh we caughtt up. beatiin sapphire 6-1. there was alortt of emotionall momennts duriin da 2ndd n 3rdd matchh burtt we triiedd ourr bestt fo' da lastt matchh n caughtt up wiith da otherrs. dats team spiiriit!! yayys! hhahas. so tiiredd! aftt playiin netball wentt ta da hall ta c da floorball matchh. we were all screamiin lyk hell. cheeriin on fo' ourr skool playerrs. hehhs. wentt hm arndd 7pm. so late. wahahas. nyways ii gtg. no moodd ta blogg. damnn beatt. all ii cann sayy is todayy was realii fun!! hehhs

AMETHYSTT RAWKKS((x

amethystt rawkks

2005-08-04T05:28:00.000-07:00

deadd beatt

2005-08-03T19:03:00.000-07:00

ahhhs. iim deadd beatt. juz came backk frm skool. aftt skool wentt ta have lunchh wiith yimin.fang eng.charlene.vivian.kelly.nn joyce. den we waiitedd fo' ourr food ta b servedd. so longg! we almostt leftt. hhahas. denn aftt eatiin. viviann nn ii wentt backk ta skool ta watchh da floorball iinterrskool mattchh. yupps. cheeredd satkar korr on! hhahas. deyy won ta pyss[[dunno wadd skool]]. burtt lostt ta phs[[presbyterian highh]]. 2mrr deyy r haviin anotherr 3 more matches. denn aftt watchiin floorball. shena.gaby.lai lingg nn ii wentt down ta playy netball! nyways ii hadd ta practiice fo' mahh iinterhse netball matchh 2mrr!! kiinda nervous. hope mahh teamm wiins. hmmms. wentt hm arndd. 6+. cantt bliv mr briann wee actuallyy lemme take da netball ball hm!!! all thanks ta shena! hehhs. gotta briingg iit backk ta skool 2mrr thoughh. hhahas. wells. ii gotta go bathe nw. denn practice netball on mahh ownn. hehhs. buhbyes. *peaceoutt*

poems! ((x

2005-08-01T04:06:00.000-07:00

This may never start
We could fall apart
And I'd be your memory
Lost your sense of fear
Feelings insincere
Can I be your m e m o r y..?

Hearts are never made of stone
Pain will cut you to the bone
But I know that holding you is all so wrong
So tonight's the last we'll ever be alone
I'm running away.
running away today.
And I'm never coming back

Check it out, 'cause Ice is rhyming
To the top I keep on climbing
Suckas', thought I couldn't swing this
Now rock the crowd and get a pump-fist
Go Ice, everybody is sayin
'To the funky beat that's playing
If you wanna' stop me you can't hang
Vanilla is in this with a shotgun bang

feeliin lethargic

2005-07-31T17:32:00.000-07:00

heyy. wahhs. iim soooo tiiredd! have da feeliin dat iim gonna b siickk! ughhs. ii justt woke up. din have enoughh sleep las niite. i slept at arnd 2. woke up at arnd 6 ta go fo' mass. yeapp. denn aftt mass. waiitedd fo' nicole at da bustp den we wentt ta da coffee shop. aft awhile every one was there fo' breakfastt. me.sam.nicole.mel.joel.garyy n niick. n sum of da guys frm cat class were siiitiin at anotherr table. yeapp. mel.sam n ii decidedd nortt ta eatt. nicole wentt alongg wiith da iidea burtt cud no longerr 'tahan'. so she boughtt wantan noodles. hhahas. den we waiitedd fo' niicole n da guys ta finish eatiin den we wentt off ta churchh fo' cat class. ourr class is tuu biigg. so everyy wk. we wil b spliitt up n sum of us wil joiin da otherr classes. wells. todayy. me.mel.nicole lin.nicole n. nn pearl were separated frm da otherrs. hadd ta go ta bena's class. at fiirstt we were lyk. 'walaos' hhahas. burtt aft beiin iin bena's class. wells. we thoughtt iit wasntt dat badd larrhs. hhahas. kiinda awkwardd thoughh. coz mahh class is lyk. always laughiin n so noiisyy. burtt bena's class wasntt as noisyy as ourrs. hahahs. iin factt we onlii cud here da guys talkiin! hhahas. da tym passedd realii fastt. den aftt datt we wentt fo' mass. yeapp. denn aft mass celestherr.celestiine.regiina.sam nn ii wentt ta serangoon circus ta eatt lunchh. den we wentt hm. so tiiredd!! ahhhs. 2mrr have ta go ta skool! sadd. cantt waiit fo' frii ta cum agaiin. hehhs. gtg. buhbyes

peaceoutt*

fabb dayy

2005-07-30T23:55:00.000-07:00

woots. iits been a realii longg tym siince ii lastt updatedd mahh blogg. hehhs. finallyy here postiin agaiin. hmmms. todayy was a realii fabb dayy. at firstt at arndd 3. ii wentt ta churchh fo' da marantha [or was iit maranatha???] sessionn. hahas. iit was kiinda funn burtt todayy was basedd maiinlyy on praisiin n worshipiin god n da session realii touchedd me. aft da sessionn. da whole grp wentt ta da youthh lounge ta have sum funn! hhahas. we playedd 'donkey' n 'old maiid'. wells. i din noe hw ta playy larrhs so ii sharedd da same carrds as sam. hahas. so funii. sam n i keptt laughiin!!! as usual larrhs. we always laughh wen we're wiith eachh otherr. hahahas. den aft dat sum of us wentt hm. da otherrs wentt fo' mass. sam n i wentt ta mahh hse. den we ate sum snacks n i showedd herr sum of mahh fotos. yeapp. den we headedd off ta j8. so funn!! we wentt ta c da baggs fiirstt. we wantedd ta buyy burtt cudntt make up ourr miindd which 1 ta buyy. hahahas. so we decided ta go n eatt sumtiin at da foodcourtt firstt. we saw an actorr there!!!! so luckkyy! wahahahas! hmmms. he must've notiicedd us stariin at him. hahahas. hmmms. den aft we ate we walkedd arndd j8. we boughtt da same bracelets. onlii dat diiff colourr. we also boughtt da same bagg! hahahas. we were so hapii! throughoutt da whole dayy we were laughiinn here n there. so funii. den we saw alortt of ppl we knew at j8. hhahahs. hmmms. den we wentt hm abt 9+. ii reachedd hm arndd 1o.25 liiddatt. yeapp. cantt waiit fo' frii. hehhs. k. ii'll stopp here. buhbyes

*we wiill worshiip da lambb oof gloryy*

hadd funn

2005-07-01T23:54:00.000-07:00

woots. 2dayy aftt skool. ii wentt ta j8 ta meet sam. burtt ii wentt hm ta change fiirstt. denn ii mett sam at arndd 2+ wiibb herr frenn,farah. she's mix chin nn mly. burtt she looks totallyy lyk chiin nn she's realii realii prettyy. den we walkkedd arndd j8 nn wentt ta habb lunchh. wells. nortt realii lunchh. justt sumtiin lyk dessertt. hahas. denn farah wentt off fiirstt. denn ii nn sam talkedd abtt alortt of tiings. denn we wentt ta coffee beann! hehs. den we lyk. ate so slow coz we were talkiin while eatiin. wahahas. denn sam keptt askiin me da tym. den iits lyk. she was lookiin outt ferr ppl. so ii suspectedd sumtiin. denn ii askedd herr whetha any1 was cumiin. denn she din ans me. ii was lyk 'omiigoshh! ben deyy all r cumiin' wahahas! so we waiitedd til lyk. almostt 6 fo all of dem ta reachh larrhs. there was me,sam,mel,ben,nick,joel nn markk. denn we wentt ta eatt. AGAIIN! actuallyy ii was full! burtt no choiice. niick oreadyy paiidd fo me! of corz ii hadd ta payy hiim backk larrhs. iim so broke! denn aftt we ate. we decidedd ta take neos. iit was kinda funii coz we were all lyk squeeziin iinto one small screen. wahahas. denn while me nn sam were decoratiin da piics. niickk suddenlyy came iin sayyiin dat we were gonna b late fo pnw. we were suchh iin a rushh! we ran ta da bus iinterrchange! da bus took realii longg so we decidedd ta take a cab. so we rann backk ta da taxii standd. denn we took 2 separate cabs ta churchh. luckilyy we reachedd there iin tym! we werentt late. wahahas. we mett garyy att churchh. den aftt pnw we wentt ta da coffee shop. mel wentt hm 1stt. denn ben,niick,joel nn markk. ii,sam,aaron nn garyy were da ones leftt. we leftt at arndd. 1o.5o+ ii tiinkk. yeapp. den we wentt ourr separate wayys. wahahas.

gr8 holiidayy backk ta phiils

2005-06-29T22:13:00.000-07:00

hmmms. juz came backk frm phils on mon. realii miiss iit there. ii hadd sho muchh funn! wells. fiirstt few days ii gortt siickk. gortt coughh nn feverr as mahh dad passedd iit ta me. wahahas. til nw stil gortt coughh. hmmms. iim realii darkk rite nw. as iin REALII darkk. ii look lyk charcoal manns! datts coz ii swiim iin da sea lyk evrydayy wenn ii was iin phils! obviouslyy larrhs. since ii live nearr da sea denn swiim evrydayy lorrhs. hahas. wells. oon da 22ndd of june. iit was uncle jaredd's weddiin. ii was one of da briidesmaiids. nn ii toldd mahh mom ta make joann da briidesmaiidd tuus. there were lyk. errhs. 4 of us. yeapp. miie. joann. ate love. nn ate lorriijaine. mahh parttnerr was kuya elias. he's mahh cuzziin. burtt iits been yrs siince ii lastt saw hiim so diin realii recognize hiim. ate lorriijaine. hiis siistarrh. was givral's partnerr. denn merckk nn joann were partners. nn ate love's partnerr. errhs. i 4gt da name. wahahs. wells. joann sleptt overr at mahh hse da nite b4. yeapp. we woke up earlyy iin da mornin ta gett readyy ferr da weddiin. we were so busyy manns. puttiin make up. nn prepariin da decorations nn all. finallyy we were readyy. we wentt ta churchh nn walkedd downn the aisle holdiinn ourr partnerr's hannds! wahhs! paiisehhs manns! kuya el ish sho handdsome! so paiisehhs ta holdd his handd thoughh he's mahh cuzziin larrhs! wahahas! yeapp. den we wentt throughh da weddiinn process all. den aftt datt we took fotos wiibb da bride nn groom. yeapp. den we wentt backk hm ferr da weddiin lunchh. insteadd of weddiin diinerr((x wahhs. so manii ppl rushedd iinto ourr hse! evenn ppl we dunno! deyy ate evriitiin! wahhs. denn mii nn joann hadd so lil ta eatt. wells. at datt tym ourr frenn mclee was swiimiinn iin da sea. so joan signalledd ferr hiim ta cum overr. den he askedd sum questiions. dats all. he's soo cool!! he's a realii gd gd gd dancerr. he has his ownn crew calledd mega x featt sumtiin. cool manns. his crew also knows hw ta rapp. nn iive heardd mclee siing b4!! his voiice ish heavenlyy! woahhs! wells. he's realii handdsome tuus. wahahs. denn ii nn joann took sum fotos denn we changedd backk iinto ourr hm clothes as da gownn was makkiin us sweatyy nn all. yeapp. denn slowlyy ppl wentt hm. joann,miie,merckk nn givral wentt ta playy da computerr game[[sumtiin lyk arcade kiindd]] justt bside mahh hse. den mclee came iin wiibb roel. hiis cuzziin. givral was lyk. his face hadd dis expressiionn telliin me 'stayy awayy frm mclee'. ii dunno yy he hates mclee sho muchh. den joann,miie nn aiika wentt ta plaza ta take a stroll nn ta c da bball game. ii saw JOONKIM EFHAN! wahhs. he c me lyk. wahhs. lyk dunno me. sumtyms ii feel he's suchh a jerkk. ohs wells. hu gives a damnn boutt hiim. yarrhs. denn we saw manii ppl tuus. den da nxt dayy. iit was miicmiic's[[mahh cuzziin]] burrfdayy. tuu badd ii cudntt attendd iit coz ii was at da province. yeapp. den da nxt dayy was san juan. ii tiinkk iits lyk. st john da baptist's burrfdayy or sumtiin. yeapp. denn alortt of ppl din go ferr 2ndd hallf of skool. uu c. iin phils. skool starts at 7am denn we cann go hm ta habb lunchh at 11.3o. denn muz go backk ta skool by 12+. yeapp. denn joann din go backk. we swam iin da sea! sho fun! there were lyk so manii ppl! denn we swam ta da dike there nn askedd mahh uncle wer da goggles were. wahahahs. iit was wiibb mclee! wahhhs. burtt siince he's suchh a gentlemann. he gave iit backk ta us. wahahs. denn ii askedd mahh uncle ferr perrmiisiionn ta riide iin mahh dad's speed boatt. coz mahh parents were at da cityy at datt tym. yeapp. aftt muchh persuasiion. mahh uncle agreed. den miie,joann,givral nn sum otherr adults gortt iin. ii tiink there were lyk. 6 or 7 of us. denn evry1 lookedd at us. hahas. halfwayy tru da 'journeyy ta da biigg deep blue sea' raiin came pouriinn down! iit wasntt heavyy thoughh. justt showerrs. den mahh cuzziin. givral. keppt scariin me coz da waves were kinda strongg nn lyk. da waterr wudd go iin da speed boatt! grrrrrs! he keeps oon eiitherr scariin me. teasiin me. oor makkiin funn of me! grrrrs! wahahs. denn we wentt backk ta da shore nn swam agaiin!! iit was stil raiiniin so iit was kiinda coldd. burtt wen we gortt iinto da waterr. iit was kiinda warmm. yeapp. manii ppl were celebratiin by drinkiin! wahahs. denn joann was so coldd she drankk redd horse[[kinda lyk beer]] wells. she hadd a few reasons ferr drinkiin larrhs. she was coldd. all her cuzzins were drinkiin nn she din wanna b leftt outt or sumtiin liddat. yeapp. burtt ii toldd herr nortt tuu drinkk tuu muchh. denn she hadd a few shots larrhs. ii tiinkk she was kiinda drunkk coz she keptt huggiin me((x hahas. denn she iintroducedd me ta herr cuzziin. kuya butchoyy. of corz dats nortt his real name larrhs. iits justt hiis niickk. at datt tym he was drunkk. den wen we shook handds. he heldd mahh handd realii realii realiiiiiiii tiightt nn wudntt lett go. wahhs. so damnn paiin! da nxt dayy mahh veins seemedd lyk iit was iin a knott! wahahs. aft a few miins. ii finalyy managedd ta pull outt mahh handd! wahahahs! denn we swam wiibb mclee all. so fun! tiinkk we swam frm lyk. 12+ til 4+. we did alortt of tiings! denn nite tym came. we drankk wine. ii cantt bliv ii,joann nn givral cud finishh 1 biigg bottle of wiine! wahahas. givral halffwayy giibb up larrhs. he lostt ta me nn joann. we cudd finishh iit! wahahas! hmmms. denn we feel asleep nortt longg aft larrhs! wahahas! den da nxtt dayy we swam agaiin! dis tym we endedd laterr nn ii gortt realii realii blackk coz iit was realii sunnyy nn hott. da previous dayy ii din realii bcum darkk larrhs coz there was no sun! iit was kinda cloudyy. yeapp. denn mii nn joann keptt oon goiin ta yu-ann beachh den swiim backk ta da beachh nearr mahh hse there nn backk agaiin. coz herr crushh was at yu-ann beachh. wahahas! iits lyk realii nearr. iit takes justt lyk 5 mins. wahhas. iit was sooo sooo funn. exceptt ferr da partt wer ii gortt realii darkk larrhs. denn we also jumpedd frm da dike iinto da waterr! ahhhhs! so funn!! haiishh! ii miiss da memorriies! wahhs. datt tym we thott mclee was drunkk. hahas. burtt actuallyy he wasntt. hehs. denn we wentt backk coz mahh dad was realii angryy dat i swam ferr lyk dunno hw manii hrs. den mii,joann nn aiika wentt ta mclee's place there da bball courrtt. we saw him nn roel playiin bball. den we joiinedd iin. sho fun. denn iit began ta raiin. so we ran iinto a shelterr justt bside mclee's hse. den all of us talkedd lyk. ferr lyk. ii tiink iit was 1 hrr or so larrhs. denn mclee nn roel hadd ta go hm. denn we all plannedd ta meet agaiin ltr. wahahs. wahhs. denn we wentt hm ta eatt. den we go backk ta da shelterr nn waiitt ferr dem ferr lyk 1hr+. denn aiike,joann nn mii were so fedd up we justt wentt hm. wahahs! ohs yarrhs! da nites b4. 5 of us mett up at da adoration chapel bside da churchh! denn we all talkedd nn stuff. denn aiika nn joann wentt ta take sum exotiicc plantt ta showw me. denn ii quiicklyy whisperedd ta mclee ta lett joann nn roel talkk!! wahahas! iim so badd! wahahas. burtt iit seems lyk roel lyks joann lorrhs. wahahs. denn we walkedd ta plaza nn saw da guyy hu disturbedd mii nn mahh frens a few days ago! denn joann toldd mclee wadd happenedd. denn mclee was so angryy. hahas. he's lyk. our kuya. he's soooo gd ta us! denn we purposelyy walkedd pastt da stoopiidd guyy! he so darnn annoyiin lorrhs! datt tym he nn his frens suddenlyy came up ta us nn saiid deyy wanna b our frens! denn lyk. keep forciin us liddat. yechhs! denn we wentt hm. wahhs. sho funn. haiishh. miiss those dayys. ohs yarrhs! sum ppl call outt mahh name! lyk deyy noe me. burtt ii dun ebenn noe dem! sho scaryy. haiishh. ii miiss phils! haiishh!!!!!!!

yy dunn uu tell me werr iit hurtts nw babyy nn i'll do mahh bestt ta make iit betta.
yes i'll do mahh bestt ta make.
those tearrs all go awayy.
justt tell me werr iit hurtts nw tell me.
nn ii love uu wiithh a love so tenderr.
ooh nn iif uu lett me stayy.
i'll love all of da hurtt awayy.

dis songg ish realii famous iin phils. iits nortt da whole lyriics larrhs.
hehs. mii nn mahh frens love dis songg! miiss demm )):

miss campp!

2005-06-13T15:49:00.000-07:00

hmmms. juz came backk frm campp. miss iit oreadyy. so fun. wells.
[[1stt dayy of campp]]]
we wentt ta churchh ta meet up on 11 june. ourr 1stt dayy of campp. burtt b4 we wentt ta IHM RETREAT HSE. we gortt ta playy sum games lyk whacko. sho funn!! hahas. walaos. ii gortt mahh chance ta whackk ppl lorrhs. coz mahh 'partner' was matt yongg. ii tiinkk he was kinda blurr coz he hadd ta whackk ppl so manii tyms til he hadd ta do forfeiit. hahas. den we playedd fer awhile. sho funn! mahh class has da mostt ppl lehs! i lyk mahh class. sho funii derrhs. nortt lyk otherr classes. c dem iin cat class lyk so quiett. so boredd derrhs. hahas. mahh class wil neberr b boredd coz of da guys. all sho funii. gort jokes! hahas. n we're da onlii class whichh has alortt of gurhls. hehes. wells. den we playedd anotherr game calledd 'woohoo'. hahas. aft dat we gort on da bus. den wen we reachedd da IHM RETREAT HSE. its a 3 storyy bungalow. sho biigg sias! we put our bags iin ourr dorrms 1stt. da gurhls dorms r on da 3rdd floor. nn da guys dorrms r on da 2ndd floor. yeapp. denn we wentt downn ferr sum sessions nn stuff. surprisinglyy aft lunchh we hadd an outdoorr activityy. sho fun. we wentt ta serangoonn stadium nn playedd sports there. woahhs. it was sho hott n we din briingg enoughh waterr wiibb us. hmmms. den aft a few hrs or sumtiin. we headedd backk ta bathe. all of dem rushedd ta bathe coz we hadd limitedd tym. wells. we were smartt enoughh ta b one of da last few ppl ta bathe. wahahahas. denn we hadd more tym n din habb ta rush lyk da others. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeees! hehes. denn we wentt downn ferr dinnerr. den we hadd a sessionn whiichh was realii emotiional. ii criiedd. ebenn wenn ii gortt prayedd overr ii oso criiedd. den aft dat we hadd ta go ferr confession. da priests were iin da dorms. we hadd ta go 1 by 1 of corz n there were lyk. so manii ppl. so we hadd ta waiitt kinda longg. burtt iit din seem dat longg. coz we were tuu emotional ta tiinkk of tym or anii otherr stuff. liights outt was abt. 11.3o ii tiinkk. so we stil hadd tym ta write warmm fuzzies. warm fuzzies r lyk. wells. 1stt deyy'll giibb us an envelope nn we habb ta decorate iit nn write ourr names on iit. denn da facils wil helpp us put iit up. den we write letters ferr huebberr we wanna write ta nn put iit iin da envelope. da mostt excitiinn partt ish datt uu cantt look at uur letters til uu get backk hm frm campp. hehs. yeahhs. den deyy toldd us ta go ta canteen. den ii foundd outt iit was debbie nn lucien's burrfdayy. wahhhs. so luckkyy lorrhs. gortt cake summore! yummy~ denn da facils trickedd lucien. dey cut outt a piece of cake n put da candle at da center. dey pushedd iit deep iinside. denn dey toldd him ta take iit outt usiin his mouthh. den wen he was takin iit outt dey pushedd his headd! wahhs! his face was full of cake cream. wahahahas! so funii lorrhs. denn lights outt liaos. iit was pitchh darkk. we were all habbiin sum gurhl tok n were kinda noiisyy. so da facils came iin ta check on us nn caughtt us talkiin nn nortt sleepiin. so we were toldd ta sleep. burtt stil we din. we gortt caughtt arndd. mayb lyk 2 or 3 tyms? hahas. so funii. den finallyy we sleptt. wells. at leastt da others did. ii cudntt. da aiir conn was so hott. n there were lyk 2o ppl iin da dormm. so iit was kinda hott at 1st. denn halffwayy tru da nightt. iit was soooooo coldd! luckilyy ii broughtt mahh sleepiin bagg wiibb me. ii keptt oon tossiinn nn turniin. ii cudntt sleep properlyy. denn aft lyk. dunno hw manii mins or hrs larrhs.[[coz ourr clockk was spoiltt]] ii finallyy fell asleep.

[[2ndd dayy]]
we hadd ta reportt ta da hall at arndd 7.3oam. yeahhs. denn b4 we cudd habb breakfastt. sean chew nn denis hadd ta tell us a joke. denis toldd us a funii joke so he gortt ta siitt backk downn. sean on da otherr handd cudntt. thoughh he's da jokerr of da packk. hahas. denn herman n keviin ourr facils hadd ta tell us a joke tuu. denn we reportedd ta da canteen ferr breakfastt. den we hadd a few sessions larrhs. dis whole campp was abt familyy. iit thoughhtt us hw iimportantt familyy ish. den there's dis guyy hu sharedd his experience. ii cantt sayy wadd he toldd us coz its nortt supposedd ta b saiid outt. burtt iit was realii sadd nn ii criiedd agaiin. denn we hadd ta write letters ta ourr parents sayiinn hw sorii we were nn wad we wudd lyk ta change ta make us a betta familyy n stuff liddat. while ii was writiin. ii criiedd agaiin. ii keptt oon cryiin. denn we hadd summore sessions. denn we wentt ta bathe nn go change ta ourr mass clothes. we were goiin ferr mass at da churchh justt behinndd da IHM RETREAT HSE. wen we wentt iin. sum of us gortt shockedd. ourr parents were there. wells. sum ppl expectedd dem. yeahhs. denn ii foundd mahh parents. we hadd ta sitt wiibb ourr parents nn denn ltr oon. we hadd ta exchange letters. iit was realii hardd ferr me ta giibb dem da letter. ii was afraiidd of wadd dey wud tiinkk. burt wenn ii readd da letterr dey gave me. ii juz criedd. ii cudntt holdd iit backk. nn aft dat. ii satt iin between mahh parents agaiin. denn ii huggedd mahh mom. she was cryiin. nn mahh dad tuu. ive neberr hugg dem lyk datt b4. ii juz cudntt stop cryiin. yeapp. den wen mass endedd. ourr parents were iinvitedd ta go ta da IHM RETREAT HSE ferr diinerr. wen mahh frens nn ii wentt iinto da canteen. we were shockedd nn hapii ta c a buffett!! wahhss!! aft so manii meals of juz rice n veggies nn meatt. we cudd finallyy habb a feastt! wheeeeees! denn aft datt we wrote warmm fuzzies agaiin. da hall was filledd wiibb music. lyk disco liddat. hahas. no larrhs. hahas. denn we wentt up ta put our tiings downn coz we hadd ta reportt ta da hall at arndd 9pm. den we were brokenn downn into ourr classes iinsteadd of ourr grps. we hadd ta share abtt ourr feelings abt da campp nn stuff. wells. eventuallyy ii gortt pickedd ta share. hahas. denn i sharedd lorrhs. denn wen da 'chosenn ppl' finishedd sharriin. we hadd ourr free tym. so we all talkedd n talkedd n talkedd. til all da classes came backk ta da hall nn dey toldd us datt da canteen hadd food!! whahas. so we wentt there. ate sum biscuits. n sheryl took a foto of us tuu! walaos. denn she chasedd me ta take mahh foto. nebberr seen a cathechistt chase me b4. hahahas. eeeeeks! she eventuallyy took a foto of me! yechh. hahas. den lights outt was kinda late coz iit was da lastt nite there. denn we all talkedd n talkedd agaiin thoughh iit was lights outt n evry1 was supposedd ta sleep. wells. we gortt caughtt agaiin!!!! dis tym I gort scoldiin! walaos. grrrrs. denn da facil came backk n checkedd on us agaiin. luckilyy ii din go downn agaiin ta talkk. ya c. ourr beds r bunks. ya noe. double deckerrs. yeapp. nn ii sleptt oon topp of diana actuallyy. denn sum of da st nicks gurhls hadd ta go backk hm coz deyy hadd sumtin on da nxt dayy. denn diana movedd ta da bed iin frontt of me. hahas. denn sum of da otherr gurhls gortt scoldiin agaiin. den finallyy we slepptt.

[[3rdd dayy/lastt dayy-todayy-]]
wells. evry1 was sleepiin so soundlyy. til selina woke us up. she was lyk. 'AHH!! 6.55 OREADYY!!!' nn evry1 woke up iimediatelyy. ii was soooo tiredd. cudntt briingg mahhselff ta wake up. hahas. den wen we hadd shariingg sessions. ii feltt tuu sleepy nn mahh eyes were closiinn. hahahahas. denn we wentt backk ta watchh a partt of da movie 'findin nemo' den deyy showedd us n let us hearr da letter of god. iit was so sadd. ii criiedd agaiin. denn deyy lett us hearr iit a 2ndd tym wiibboutt lookin on da screen. juz closin our eyes. iit was ebbenn more emotional. nn ii criiedd more. ii cudntt seem ta stop evenn thoughh we were gonna siingg praise n worshipp songs. wells. iin da endd ii finallyy managedd ta pull mahhselff togetha nn siing da songs nn do da actions. hehes. itt was so funn. we all dancedd here n there n sangg louderr den usual. ii meann me n mahh grp of frens. hahas. denn we hadd ta go hm. so sadd. wen we reachedd church. sam.nicole francis.diana.lydia.regina.mel.celestine n celesther wentt ta da coffee shop n eatt. denn we wentt hm larrhs. hahas. END!!! hahahahahahas

campp 2mrr!

2005-06-10T23:58:00.000-07:00

hmmms. 2mrr campp lerrhs! cantt waiitt! burtt kinda nervous actuallyy. ii wanna b groupedd wiibb mahh frens. haiishh. hope gortt warrm fuzzies again! ferr those hu dunno wadd warrm fuzzies r. wells. firstt we habb ta decorate an envelope n write downn ourr names. denn we paste it up on da wall/glass wall. denn we write letters ta ourr frens. burtt we muz put iin quietlyy larrhs. nn darrh fun partt ish datt we cantt readd iit til we gett hm. hehs. so funn nn exciitiin. haiishh. so sadd. todayy diin go ferr pnw. tuu busyy! *groans* haiish. siians. ii'll nortt b able ta go ferr 2 more sessions coz by denn ii'll b iin phils. realii gonna miss iit! nn gonna miss mahh frens tuu! burtt gonna habb fun at da same tym. wahahas. hmmms. habbenn finishh packiin mahh bagg ferr 2mrr yett. habb been tryiin on clothes ta wearr. wahahas. yeahhs! its soooo gonna b fun! wheeeeee! hehs. siiaos lerhs. hmmms. juz nw ii was tryiin on converse shorts wenn mahh mom toldd me datt mahh uncle's wife [[mahh auntt]] gave birthh ta a baby gurhl!! yay!! nn ii feel so honouredd ta b da one ta name herr! yeahhs!! ii was sho shockedd! hehs!! satkar korr oso gonna habb a babyy gurhl cuzzin! nn he was oso chosenn ta b da one ta name herr. hahas! hmmms. wonderr wadd ta name mahh baby cuzzin. gonna make iit unique nn nice! hahahas! hmmmms. arrhs! ii wanna briingg mahh stuffedd doggiie ta campp!! denn cann sleep wiibb iit! burtt ii scaredd canortt den kena caughtt!! denn confiscatedd )): haiish! hmmms. ii gtg!! *peaceoutt`

feeliin gr8

2005-06-09T23:53:00.000-07:00

woots. wentt ta gym todayy. kinda funn actually. ii wentt wiibb shads. hmmms. yeapp. denn we wentt ta j8. walkk walkk arndd. denn wentt ta herr new biigg biigg hse. sho cool. hadd alortt of funn hanngiinn outt wiibb herr. we did alortt of gurhl tok. ((x heehs. woahhhs. ii wanna buyy converse shiirtt. burtt sho ex. haiishh. hmms. on satt gortt catt campp. cantt waiitt. heehs. hmmms. 2mr gonna habb ta packk mahh bagg. deciidiin wadd clothes ta briingg wudd b fun. ((x iim suchh a suckka ferr clothes. hehs!!! hmmms. 2mr gonna go shoppiinn wiibb mom. ii tiinkk. nortt sure. feel lyk goiin gym agaiin lehs. heehs. hmmms. ii dunno whetha ii shudd briingg mahh cute stuffedd doggiie ta campp ferr me ta sleepp wiibb or mahh comfyy flowerr beannbagg. haiishh. hmmms. cantt make up mahh miindd. ohs well. ii stiil habb 2mr ta decide. wahahas. woots. canntt bliv iim goiin backk ta phils on 15 june. iit seems real fastt. walaos. dis ish 2ndd wk oof hols liiaos. so fastt. grrrrs. wells. halff of me wantts ta go backk phils. it'll b realii funn goiin backk. burtt da otherr halff wantts ta stayy. haiishh. hmmms. nvm. its juz 2 wks. wahahhas. goshh. ive nortt done mahh hmwk yett. grrrrs. betta gett iit done 2mrr. haiishh. so muchh ta do. so lil tym.

siianns!!!

bebott lyriics

2005-06-08T18:56:00.000-07:00

woots!! here's da lyrics of black eyedd peas' new songg 'bebot'!! iits iin tagalog though!!

sho cool!! heehs

BEBOT
bebot bebot be
bebot bebot be
bebot bebot be
ikaw ang aking/ay

pilipino, pilipino, pilipino, pilipino
Verse I
hoy pare pakinggan nyo ko
eto nang tunay na filipino
galing sa baryo sa pangbato
pumunta ng LA nagtrabaho
para makatulong sa nanay
dahil sa hirap ng buhay
pero masaya parin ang kulay
pag kumain nagkakamay
yung kanin, chicken adobo
yung balot, binebenta sa kanto
tagay mo na nga ang baso
pare ko inuman na tayo

Verse II
masdan mo ang magagandang dalaga
nakakagigil ang beauty mo talaga
lambingin di nakakasawa
ikaw lang ang gustong kasama
yung bahay o kubo pagibig mo
ay totoo puso ko’y laging kumikibo
wala kang katulad sa mundo ko
pinoy ka sigaw na
sige kung maganda ka sigaw na
sige kung buhay mo’y mahalaga
sige salamat sa iyong suporta

sho cool! sho cool! waahhahhas

chorrds!! chorrds!! nn more chorrds!

2005-06-07T18:45:00.000-07:00

woohs!! finallyy!! ii noe hw ta playy mahh babyy!! yeahhs!! wells.a lil onlii larrhs.burtt betta denn nth! whahas.its all thx ta mahh church's guitarr workkshopp!! woohs!! it was quite diff thoughh.burtt at leastt ii noe hw ta playy a lil.juz need more practice.as da sayiin goes 'practice makes perfectt' wells of corz nthh/nobodii iish perfectt larrhs! wahhas! hmmms.ii wenntt ta churchh nn mett regina n celestherr arndd.lemme c.9.2o oor sumtiin liddatt?? hahas.errhs.we tot we were late.coz sheryl saiidd da workkshopp was at 9.actuallyy iit was at 1o.penngg! den we were rushiinn ferr nth lorrhs! hahas. den wenn evriione was there.we wentt up ta st mary's rm.we startedd wiibb an openniin prayerr.denn we playedd musical chairs! dunno y!! ferr funn ii tinkk.wahhas.denn we intro ourselves coz dis activityy hadd ppl frm cc1 ta cc4 so we din noe evriione larrhs.hahas.yeahhs.denn we startedd playyiin ourr guitarrs liaos.burt firstt we hadd ta tune iit.jansen helpp us wiibb dat.den he thoughtt us hw ta playy a songg.iit was quite diff ferr me.hahahas.yeapp.den we hadd our lunchh.we talked n talkedd n talkedd!! hahhas.denn we wentt up agaiin ta do sum strummiin n den we finishedd at 4.quite longg hurrhs.hahas.wells.at leastt ii noe hw ta playy a lil[[dunno hw manii tyms iive saiidd dat]].yeahhs! hmmms.nw so siians! k larrhs.iim gonna practice.tata! *peaceoutt*

funn at escape!

2005-06-06T23:56:00.000-07:00

woots.wentt ta escape wiibb kim!! sho fun!! sho longg nebberr c herr!! hahas! been frens since k1.denn she movedd backk ta phils nn we lostt contactt of eachh otherr.sho sadd.nw finally wentt outt wiibb herr! heehees.she's goiin backk ta phils dis cumiin satt.sho sadd.hmmms.1st.we wentt ta da 'pasir ris bowl' ferr mahh dad's [[herr dad's tuu]] bowliinn tournamentt.we stayyedd there ferr a few hrs watchiinn dem playy.den so siiann liaos so we wentt ta escape.kuya RJ din follow alongg thoughh.dunno y.tinkk he wantedd ta c his dad bowl.summore he'd b da onlii guyy.yeppss.denn wen we were walkkiinn ta da pirate shipp there.sum1 calledd outt mahh name.so ii lookedd into da pirate shipp.it was mahh skool's sec1 nepalese gurhls.cool.hahas.din noe deyy knew miie.wahhaas.denn pirate shipp was quite empptyy so wen me n kim wentt iin.darhh grp of nepalese gurhls din go outt since no one was gonna ride.wahhas.yeahs.denn mi n kim wentt ta all of da rides!! exceptt darrh inverterr n go kartt coz da inverterr was habbiin mechanical checks.yeahhs.burtt ii gortt tryy b4 lerrhs.wahhas.hmmm.denn aft we rode da pepsi.ii felt lyk vomiitiin nn faiitiin.so terrible!!! arghh!! denn we wentt ta dis new tiingyy calledd 'hauntedd'.iit was prettyy scaryy.hahas.we were holddiinn eachh otherr nn screamiin lyk madd!!
wahahahs!! we almostt gortt lostt iinsiide siias!! wells.there was one adultt wiibb us.onlii 6 ppl cudd go iin eachh tym.denn there was an adultt wiibb us.n his daughterr.den there were 2 gurhls.yeapp.den there was one partt where we gort a lil stuckk so da adultt n his daughterr hadd oreadyy wentt off.denn we were lyk shouttiin 'waitt ferr us!!' luckilyy ii managedd ta findd him.n he was waiitiin!! phew!! hahas.so cool.denn we foundd our wayy outt!!! woots!! cool!! hahhas.so scaryy! hahas.cann gett lostt sias!! heehs.denn aft evritiin.we finallyy decidedd ta ggo backk.den saw mahh mom wiibb auntt norma outside.denn deyy toldd us our dads n kuya JR left liaos.den we took a taxi backk hm.thoughh we were wett coz of da wett n wildd!! wahahhas! burt da taxi driverr din seem ta notice.so we din giibb a damnn.wahahhas.hmmmm.denn we sentt kim hm.den ii wentt hm.so hunggryy! da whole dayy din eatt.wahhas.arrhs!! mahh sunburnn worse liaos!! arrhs!! haiishh.k larrhs.gtg.peace out**

so funn!!

2005-06-03T18:01:00.000-07:00

woahh..iim sunburrnnt!! hahas..ytdd wenntt ta sentosa..it was a churchh activityy..there werentt manii ppl thoughh..hahas..burt stil..it was realii realii fun...SUPERR DUPERR FUN!!
hahas..fiirstt..we all mett iin churchh nn playyedd a lil game calledd 'concentratiionn' wahahas
denn we gort tuu noe eachh others names..coz there were sum cc1s n oliverr..a cc3 guyy..hahahas...yeahh..so hadd ta intro ourselves..ii tiinkk mostt of da ppl hu wenntt were frm mahh class..ii tiinkk so larrhh..nort sure thoughh..hahas..nyways..wen we gort ta sentosa..we admiredd da beachh..hahas..yeahh..denn we hadd ta b in 3 grps..in whichh ii was separatedd frm 2 of mahh frens..hahas..burt it was okayy..mel..diana nn pearl were iin da same grp as me..nicole nn sam were separatedd frm us..burt theyy bothh were iin da same grps..den we playedd 'dog nn bone' iit was diff den otherr dog nn bone games ii playedd..hahas..yeahh..denn we playedd capt's ball..hmmm..ourr teamm wonn..hahas..so cool..hahas..denn we restedd nn cudd do wadevaa we lykedd...so we wanderedd arndd da beachh agaiinn..ii n nicole cudntt take iit..we lovedd da watterr tuu muchh ta resistt nort beiinn iin there..hahas..so we went iin da waterr..da others din thoughh..burt aft muchh persuasiionn..pearrll came iin wiibb us.hahas..denn nicole pushedd diana iin..wahahhas..hmmm..we playedd 1 more game..burt ii dunno wadd its calledd..its sumtiinn lyk a relayy..hahas.yyeahh..denn we restedd agaiin while da gguys playyedd soccer..hahas..iit was so nice..ta b there..at da beachh..wiibb mahh churchh pals..heehs..we took quite alort of pics..hahas..hmmm..denn ferr diinerr we wentt ta burgerr kiingg..denn we went hm at abt..8pm..yeahh..frm 8.3oam ta 8pm..so cool..hahas..ohs yarrhh..manii ppl were thrownn iinto da waterr..wahahhas..*smiirkks* hmmm..ii gotta go ta churchh nw..ltr ppl..*peacoutt-

siiann

2005-05-31T22:26:00.000-07:00

The...
apple of my eye,
mango of my pie,
palaman of my tinapay,
keso of my monay,
teeth of my suklay,
fingers on my kamay,
blood in my atay,
bubbles of my laway,
sala of my bahay,
foundation of my tulay,
seeds of my palay, c
lothes in my ukay-ukay,
calcium in my kalansay
, calamansi on my siomai,
inay of my tatay,
knot on my tie,
toyo on my kuchay,
vitamins in my gulay,
airplane of my Cathay,
stars of my sky,
hammer of my panday,
sand of my Boracay,
sultan of my Brunei,
highlands of my Tagaytay,
mole on my Ate Guy,
baba of my Ai-Ai,
voice of my Inday Garutay,
spinach of my Popeye,
sizzle when I fry,
wind when I paypay,
tungkod when I'm pilay
, feeling when I'm high,
shoulder when I cry,
wings when I fly,
prize when I vie,
cure to my "ARAY!",
answer to my "WHY?",
truth behind my lie,
the life after I die...

BLOODS CRIPS KKK
the streets sun blur our vision
our goals
our morals
our friends
our enemies
u say u know me
understand me
want me
love me
the allies I ran barefooted as a child u never knew,u even fear to see them
the friends I buried
never touch u
so how can u know me
understand me
want me
love me
the streets have blurred my friends my family!
BLOODS/CRIPS FAMILY

-cool- hmmm..reminds me of miicc miic n franc..n CRIPWALK..hahas..okayys iim beiin lame

fetchh!

2005-05-29T21:31:00.000-07:00

heyas ppeeps..longg tymm nebberr no post liaos..hmmm..juz finishedd watchiin mary-kate and ashley's the challenge...it was so fetchh...loved it! hmmm..2mr habb ta go ta skool ferr da wire sculpture tiingyy..siiann..haiishh...ii dun wanna go...iim so busyy durin da holidayys...haiishh...its lyk mahh normal schedule..onlii more excitin..hahas..goiin backk ta phils on 15 june..cant waiitt..hahas..hmmm..soo siiann..hmmm...nthh ta write sia..ahhh..hmmm..k larhh..gtg..peaceout*

freakkiin dayy

2005-04-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

arghh.so tiredd.juz came backk frm tutiionn.so loongg siia.ii badd moodd le.hahas.haiishh.frm 2 til nw.freakk lorhhs.haiishh.first ii wentt ta angie's hse.den we usedd da com fer awhile coz she wantedd ta gett herr taggy done.so i helppedd herr lorhs.den we went ta our tution teacherr's hse.darh hse shoo niice de.den we studiiedd til arnd...5+ den we hadd our breakk.denn our moms went ta fetchh auntie tess n shawn shawn.so we lil kiiddos hadd tym ferr ourselves.i n angie went ta use da comm firstt.den jolynne n gina playedd ps.denn we wantedd ta habb sum 'fun' so we playedd da hula hoop.wahahahas.angiie was shoo cute siia.heeeheees.den wen da 'adults' came backk.we fasterr pretendedd ta do our workk.hahas.denn we revisedd til 9+ den went downn.gina.jolynne n shawn went swiimiin.angiie n ii went ta take a stroll.it was so niice.den ii n angiie talkedd bout wadd we wantedd n blahh blahh.den we went up ta habb supperr.watchedd halff of true files den went off ta go hm.it was so 'squezzyy' in angie's mom's carr.hahas.yarhh.so im at hm nw.chattin.i gtg.haiishh.byes.

badd dayy

2005-04-15T18:49:00.000-07:00

badd badd badd dayy.haiishh.first.hadd a badd haiir dayy.mahh hairr was soo messyy.ugh! den we hadd our sci test.ms tayy din even tell us dat it was a common test! freakk siia.arghh.haiishh.den we hadd ta go ferr da criime preventiionn tiingyy ferr our gg project so as ta get our badge.siiann lorhh.den da bus came late! den shahiidah.roshini n i put down our bags.of corz larhh.so heavyy.den ms beevi look at us lyk buai songg siia.den wen we reachedd skool.she toldd us ta stayy backk so as ta tok abt our 'behaviour' in ppubliic.n we were lyk.'wadd da...'
she juz spoilt our dayy! esp shahiidahs'.ugh.den shahiidah's mom taught us a 'lesson in life' i realii learnt frm it.she was so angryy wibb ms beevii sia.hahas.herr face was so furious.so we went ta amk central ta tok.n hav sum refreshments.we talkedd ferr lyk..almoz 1 hr??? i saw sean n mahh mom.wahahas.yeahh.den aft dat.we headded backk hm.shahiidah's mom gort herr darhh green dayy ameriicann idiot album.omgg.she's so luckky.yeahh.so while headdiin backk hm.we playedd it on darhh cd playerr in herr carr.we were siingiin so loudd til ppl we drive past wudd look at us.hahahahas.burt roshini wasnt realii siingiin.hahas.yeahh.so ltr iim goiin ta church ferr pnw.gonna meet kuya aaron n samantha ltr on.yeapp.i gtg.cyas.

hapii burffdayy kuya.

2005-04-13T21:19:00.000-07:00

woahh.2dayy ish kuya aaron's burffdayy.hahas.ytdd i went out wiibb mahh mom ta buyy a gift ferr hiim.at las i deciidedd ta buyy a billabongg shirt ferr hiim.ii went ta j8 fiirst.burt da shirt dat was nice onlii hadd small size left.so i wentt ta northpoiint n chose anotherr 1 ferr hiim.its quite nice tuu.hahas.luckilyy gort medium there.wahhas.den las nite as i was slpin.mahh hp rang.i mean nort rang larhh.da alarm woke me up.hahas.da tym was 12am~!!! den i rememberedd it was 13.o4.o5.kuya's burffdayy.so i greetedd hiim a hapii burffdayy.hahas.yeahh.2dayy onlii saw hiim aft sk0ol.i was wiibb irene.n he was walkiin alone.so i gave da present ta hiim.hopiin he wudd lyk it.hahas.wen i gort hm.he told me dat he lykdd da shirt.yay~! hahas.denn i askedd him whetha i was da 1st ta greet him a hapii burffdayy.den he said no.he saidd ally.burt turnedd out he was kiiddiinn.i was da first.hahas.yeahh.so honouredd.wahahas.k.i gtg nw.haiish.cyas.buhbyes

brokenn iinsiide

2005-04-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

heyas.ytd funn sia.went ta pnw wiibb kuya.first went ferr 6.15 mass wiibb mom.kuya was serviinn.den aft da mass.i wentt ta findd kuya.denn mahh mom went home den i n kuya went ta da coffee shop.his frenz were there.i was so paiisehh lorhh.i was da onlii gal.yeapp.den dey ate.there were two of dem.brendan and oliver.(dunno hw ta spell their names.hahas)went backk ta church 1st.den i n kuya exchangedd hp[s].hahahhas.ferr sum reasonn larr.tuu lazyy ta explaiin.yeapp.den wen we went backk ta church.i saw sam.so hapii ta c herr~!!! den we went ferr pnw.nicole was there tuu.so she sat wibb us.it was realii funn.yeapp.den there was dis part wenn da ppl hu wantedd ta strenghten their faith or sumtin.had ta go up n tell da person den da person wil say a prayer fer u i tinkk.den push u or sumtin.den u'll fall down.of corz der wil b someone ta support ya wen u fall downn.den wen kuya got up.his hair was so funii.hahahas.den he went ta sit bside me.he lookedd lyk he juz woke up.hahs.it was so coldd in da chapel.i was shiveriinn.wahhas.hmm.plannin ta go againn nxt wk.yeapp.den aft pnw.kuya n i went ta da coffee shop ta quenchh our thirst.hahas.den we went hm.haiishh.2dayy.suchh a badd dayy.went ta angie's hse.den we went ta our tution teacher's hse.she's soo richh~!! haiishh.1st dayy of tutionn.haiishh.turnnedd out dat out so calledd 'teacher' was actually angie's clazmate.hahahas.budd he's gd in maths.so he taught us.haiishh.evry sat oso muz cum.haiishh.im so tiredd.okayy.i gtg.cyas peeps.peace out

yay~!!

2005-04-07T23:10:00.000-07:00

yay! juz nw i tok wiibb meiixx meiixx onn da fone.ahhhhhhh.shoo cute~!! hehs.omgg~!! i carnt forgett wadd she saiidd.she's ssuperr dduperr cutee~!! ahhhhhhhh~!! heehs.haiishh.juz nw in skool wasnt feelinn verii well.haiishh.hadd dart lame creativityy wkshp tiingyy againn.siiann.we hadd ta buildd a structure usin 100 straws.denn mahh grp built a swing.wahahas.it was funii.hahs.burt we workedd hardd.hahas.i wanna c meiixx meiixx.she soo cute.haiishh.2mr gort speechh dayy.muz marchh.oh mann.haiishh.so unluckyy.i dun wanna marchh~!! summore in full-u~!! walaoz~!! arghh~!! haiishh.so sadd.wanna cryy.haiishh.i dunno wadd ta write liaos.haiishh.cyas.nitez

siiann

2005-04-04T21:38:00.000-07:00

haiishh.siiann.hadd rehearsal 2dayy agaiin.im beat.omgg.i tinkk i did baddly ferr mahh geog test juz nw)): haiishh.im afraidd of mahh miidd yr exams.haiishh.ytdd wen i went ta churchh ferr 7am mass.da priest announcedd dat pope john paul II diiedd at 3am.omgg.it was shoo shockkiinn.i criiedd.burt nort iin churchh larr.wen ii readd da newspaper.tears rolledd downn mahh cheeks.haiishh.i cant bliv he's gone.haiishh.mayy godd bless hiis soul.haiishh.ytdd i met april at churchh n introducedd herr ta mahh frenz.denn we wenntt ta amk central ta eat n piierce herr earr.denn we wentt backk ta church.den kuya askedd me whetha i cudd go ta sentosa wiibb hiimm n hiis dadd nortt.so i askedd mahh mom.burtt mahh auntiie was cummiinn.sho i cudnt go.ii was so jealous dat he cudd go ta da beachh n habb funn.was so jealous.hmfphh.hahahas.burt halfwayy.it raiinedd.tuu badd ferr hiimm.hahahas.den wen he gortt backk hm.he was kinndaa lyk.sick.saddsadd.coz of da raiinn.hahas.hmm.his dad invitedd me eat diinnerr wiibb demm diis cummiinn sat.i'll b so paiisehh.hope can c meiixx meiixx.heehs.haiishh.hahs.mahh auntiie helppedd me ta persuade mahh mom ta let me pierce mahh earr.hahhas.she's totallyy cool mann.love her ta da core.wahahas.im soo siiann.k.i gtg nw.cyas.byes.

siiann

2005-04-01T23:19:00.000-08:00

iim soo tiiredd.hadd speechh dayy rehearsal againn.dis mon there's another rehearsal.arghh.siiann.so tiredd.wen i came backk hm i slept straight away.hahas.hmm.surprisingly...hist was interestiin 2dayy.wahhas.mr arman toldd us alot of true 'ghost' storiies abt da prisoners of war(POW).it was scaryy mann.esp da 1 abt his sk0ol 0r sumtiin.okayy.nw im gettiinn goosebumps.n ta make it worse.im alone.yarr.nyways.he toldd us dat wen he was in da army.dey hadd dis POW trainin campp or wadevaa it ish.yeapp.den he was supposedd ta clean dis cubicle in da toilet which was full of s.h.i.t.omgg~!!!!!!! yuckk~!! da ppl diin flushh it n it was 'full'.yuckk.den he was forcedd ta cleann it wiif his BARE HANDS.hw worse can it get? well.there was no water ta cleann his handd.so he was toldd ta lickk da s.h.i.t.ER XIN RITE.I ALMOZ PUKEDD IN CLAZ.ITS SO DARNN NASTY.YUCKK.BLEAHHSS.tiinkiin of it makes me wanna puke againn.ughh.poor mr arman.ii wonderr hw he diid iit.hahas.haiishh.mahh st0opiidd msnn ish givinn me probs.i cant sign in~!!! penngg~!! haiishh.okayy.tym ferr miie ta go.cyas.peace out.

hehs

2005-03-31T21:59:00.000-08:00

hehs.2dayy.well.it startedd off baddly.went ta skool wiibb kuya aaron.irene was waitin fer me at da otherr siide of da overheadd bridge.so we walkedd ta skool 2gethaa.we diin tokk sia.she seemed lyk she was angryy.so i kept quiet.haiishh.oh yarr.2dayy ish betty dearr's burffdayy.hehs.haiishh.duriin recess.betty was ttokinn ta joko.so i stood there waitin.den sadiq came up ta me n said 'ur cookies nice sia.i oso wan.' hahas.coshh i gave kuya aaron da cookies mahh mom bakedd ferr hiim.den he let sadiq try.wahahs.den so faz finish le.wahhahas.hmm.denn aft skool wentt ta angie's hse.haiishh.i toldd irene ta go ta da bustp n take backk her piic.ferr sum reasons~den she took it lyk..so angrily liddat.i was so sadd.almoz criiedd.den angiie comfortedd miie.haiishh.we took da 74 bus which din hav air-con`!! so hott~!! burt bertram was in there.i din notice him though.den chris bro smsed me sayyinn dat bertram saw me in da bus.wahahhas.i n angiie 2dayy sortt le.in her hse bcum siao.hahas.luff here n there.hahahhahas.den we watchedd her 'seed of chucky' dvd.omgg.it was so darnn er xiinn siia.omgg! yuckkss mann.hahas.haiishh.im boredd outta mahh miinndd.haiishh.i gotta go le.cyas.byes

woots:p

2005-03-28T22:49:00.000-08:00

heyas.ahhh.im so angryy~!! sum1 hackedd mah msn acc~!! freakk larr.arghhhh.haiishh.nyways.ytd was fun.hahas.april came ta mah hse.its been lyk.i dunno.3 months?? since we last saw each other.wahahs.as usual.she went hm late.wahahs.we went ta j8 n took neoprints too.we were browsin tru da neoprint bk in da neoprint shp.yeahh.den i saw fadly's neo wif his gf.hahas.so swt.hahas.cool.wahh.ytdd april slappedd me fer no valiidd reasonn.wahahs.funii sia.den she did alot of tings dat im nt supposedd ta mention.heehs.haiishh.actually.there's alot ta sayy abt ytdd.bt since sum idioticc freakk hackedd mah acc.i lost mah mood.arghh.guess i'll stp here.haiishh.byes.

heyas.im backk.i went ta lucky plaza wif mah mom juz nw.den yimin called me sayiin dat she wanted ta cum ta mah hse ta print out her project.fang eng n charlene taggedd alongg too.haiishh.nw dey go hm le.haiishh.so sadd.mah dad almoz slapped me.haiishh.coz he's nt hapii wif mah grades.haiishh. :'( k..i gtg le.byes

jian dan ai

2005-03-26T12:10:00.000-08:00

shuo bu shang wei shen me wo bian de hen zhu dong
ruo ai shang yi ge ren shen me dou hui zhi de qu zuo
wo xiang da sheng xuan bu dui ni yi yi bu she
lian ge bi ling ju dou cai dao wo xian zai de gan shou
he bian de feng zai chui zhe tou fa piao dong
qian zhe ni de shou yi zhen mo ming gan dong
wo xiang dai ni hui wo de wai po jia
yi qi kan zhe ri luo
yi zhi dao wo men dou shui zhao
Chorus:
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai neng bu neng gou yong yuan dan chun mei you bei ai
wo xiang dai ni qi dan che
wo xiang he ni kan bang qiu
xiang zhe yang mei dan you
chang zhe ge yi zhi zou
wo xiang jiu zhe yang qian zhe ni de shou bu fang kai
ai ke bu ke yi jian jian dan dan mei you shang hai
ni kao zhe wo de jian bang
ni zai wo xiong kou shui zhao
xiang zhe yang de sheng huo
wo ai ni ni ai wo
xiang~~ jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!~~~~~
xiang~~ jian! jian! dan! dan! ai!~~~~~

tiredd..

2005-03-22T22:25:00.000-08:00

tiredd tiredd tiredd.woke up later den usual dis mornin.haiishh.st0opidd dayy.badd m0odd.nyways.cant bliv dat mah hist teacher ish sufferinn frm depression.no wonder he's been l0okinn glumm n din cum ta skool on da las day of skool.hahas.haiish.nt in da moodd ta luff nw.all i can do ish tink n tink den breakdownn n cryy.feels lyk im sufferinn frm depression too.hope nt.haiishh.stoopiidd miee~!! arghhh.haiiishhh~!! i failed mah hist test by 1 mark~!! im s0 dumbb~!! i cud've passed~!! arghhh~!! dumbbdumbbdumbb.aft sk0ol.went ta meet mah mom at da opp blk ta take mah gg belt.cant bliv i 4gt ta bring it again.den rushed ta change n fall in.st0opiidd b0ots.mah leg nw so painn.arghh.alot has been on mah mindd latelyy.n juz nw in gg cudnt realii concentrate.felt so workedd up.haiishh.bt i triedd.yeapp.y was i chosenn fer da speechh day tingyy.walaoz.nvmm.went hm tiredd n beat up.so i slept.til arnd 8+ den watched tv n ate dinner.cant bliv jamel smsed me.hahas.so hapii.so long din sms him le.i sent my regards ta mah frenz in phils.hope he tells dem.wahahas.arghh.miss dem so muchh.esp joann.i need her.arghh.haiishh.nvmm.im tokinn craps.nyways.i gtg le.guess i'll cya all.byes.

**depressed~